Isn't Love Supposed to Last Forever??

Chapter 6

When I woke up again, I was sitting in Tori's room laying on her bed next to her dog, Strawberree. I looked up and into her blue eyes.

"What happened, love??" I asked, blinking the blur out of my eyes.

"We were talking, well actually sort of fighting, and you just so happened to, um, black out I guess. I am not quite sure why you did it. Did you do that on purpose because you were pissed off at me??" She looked deep into my eyes, as if she was trying to see into my soul. She looked like she was honestly about to cry.

"No. Never, babe. I love you to death. I would never do that to make you feel bad. I could never bare the burden. Thank you for bringing me inside. And thanks for caring enough about me." I said, my eyes welling up just a little bit. I blinked it away, trying to make it look like natural. I didn't want her to see me cry. I don't think she has ever really seen me cry.

"I love you too. I couldn't just leave you out there. All alone, and all. Don't ever leave me. For any reason. I don't know what I would do without you. You are like my other half. You are my best friend. I never want to lose you. Ever. I love you to hell, to heaven, and back again. You are the best thing that has ever happened to me. Thank you for always being there for me. Especially when I have needed you the most." She said, letting a tear escape from the corner of her left eye. I sat up and wiped it away with my right hand.

"I love you. And I never want to lose you. Promise that you will be there for me forever??" I said, letting a tear escape the corner of my right eye. She bent down and wiped it away with her left hand, and whispered in my ear.

"I will be there through the fucking thick and thin for you love. I will never do anything to harm you in anyway. Mentally or Physically. I wouldn't be able to do that. I'm just not that kind of person."

"I know." I said, standing up and hugging her.

"Now, would you like me to walk to Dollar Tree with you?? We'll get you a pregnancy test?? Maybe even 5 if necessary??" she said, smiling. That was the smile of acceptance. If I was pregnant, by any chance, she would be the one person that would always be there for me. If I was pregnant, I would automatically make her the godmother of my baby. I don't care what others say. She means to me more than the rest of the world added up. She may even mean more to me than Joel. I don't know. Only Maybe.

We started walking to Dollar Tree, and I saw Joel as we passed the street that he lived on.

"Babe!! Wait, where are you going??" He yelled out. Shit. He fucking saw me.

"Um, the store. Why??"

"Can I come?!" He asked, bright eyed.

"Um, not necessary." Tori butted in.

"But, Please?? Why can't I??"

"Just let him. He'll fucking follow us anyways." I said whispering to Tori. Joel heard me, because he started jumping for joy.

We continued walking. Joel was directly behind me. He wrapped his arms around my waste, then leaned around and kissed my neck.

"No. Not here. Not now." I whispered, starting to tingle inside. He gripped my stomach firmly. Suddenly, I turned to my right and puked on the fence.

"Babe, are you, by any chance, pregnant??" He whispered softly in my ear. So quiet, I could barely hear it, let alone RanDee.

"I think... I think so babe. I'm sorry. This shouldn't have happened in the first place." I whispered, a tear rushing out of the corner of my eye.

"It's okay babe. If there were anybody in the world to have a child with, I would want to have it with you. If it is a girl, I want her to look just like you. If it is a boy, I want him to at least have your eyes. I love the color of gray in them. They are perfect." He whispered, coming around to the front of me. He grabbed my hips, and kissed me.

"Oh, COME ON!! GET A ROOM!!" Tori yelled. My face went hot, and pink. I was most definitely blushing.