"ACE"

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When I left my home
I was forced to be
the someone who
was not the real me,
When I left my home
I did found someone new
But no one gave me the warmth
I'm looking for as you do.

Since the time I left you
I've been having nightmares
And waking up without you
Always gives me heartaches
I too sometimes wonder, Ace.
Do you also think of me
Like how I think
Of our memories?

Ace, please tell me,
Do you also miss me
Like how I cry for
you every morning?
When I left you,
I lost a home, again.
And even if I try my hardest
You're so hard to replace.

I wonder sometimes
How did I ever loved you?
Why am I doing this,
Why did I even loved you?
What's so special about this Ace,
Who made me head over heels for him?
What's so special about this Ace,
Whom can't I replace?

My mind is now in haze
Calling for your name
While my soul's suffering,
and begging for you to stay.
It's funny how despite knowing
absolutely nothing about someone
You can still fall madly,
and badly in love with them,

And I fell for you Ace, hard.
But I landed directly on the ground.
Because you were never there,
Even at least for once, to catch me up.

—CAGED

P.S: This was my special dedication poem for one of my readers before, who obviously, named Ace.

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