to be honest,
I don't really see the need
to stay alive
nor to save myself
but everytime I hold the blade
I always remember your smiling face
everytime I tie the rope
around my neck
I always hear your pleads
and it hit me,
you're my strength
and you will always be,
and I shouldn't be leaving you
in a world full of shits
in a world like this,
alone and has nobody to hold on,
I don't want you to be like me
I never wanted you to be a lost soul
so I'll stay,
even if it hurts me so much
to even inhale for air.
I'll stay by your side,
and I won't give up this time.—CAGED