A Swag's Secret

XVI. Revealing Reality

My night got worse, worse than ever. I tried to remember if I was adopted long back.
Giving hard pressures on my mind didn't workout, but I vomited a lot. So much that I got sick.

I had locked my room and wanted to prevent people worrying about me. I struggled the whole night and my washroom smelled really bad from my vomit. I used some air freshener cans and sprayed it around my room to make me feel better. Until morning I lost all my energy and I passed out...

After an hour of sleeping, I felt like I was half awake. I heard my mom shouting and banging to open up my room door and I couldn't move. Not an inch.

I felt blurry and the whole room was spinning badly. Something made a loud crash and I found my room door has been broken by my dad.

By the time I was almost conscious, I realized that I had accidentally slept on the floor than on the bed and passed the whole night like that. Which was pretty weird because I didn't feel the cold tile floor.

I was immediately taken to the hospital (again)...

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"You will suffer...." A voice whispered behind me.

"Jennie?" I turned around to look. "What am I doing in here?"

"You will live in misery!" Jennie screamed at me.

"Why? What....I don't understand..."

"YOU WILL BE DEFEATED, BADLY!!" Jennie screamed again, but this time her eyes went white and blood started oozing out of her eyes. I made her look terrifying! So much terrifying! She caught hold of me and started growling at me. She had got fangs in her mouth!

"Jennie! Snap out of out!"

"Jennie let go!" I shouted hysterically.

"JENNIE!" I shouted, and woke up. I ran into a dream again. 

Jennie ran up to me and comforted me upon my deep breaths. She gave me a glass of water and upon drinking, I started to vomit again. The doctor asked me to lay down and my parents were brought out of the room. The doctor prescribed some medicines and somehow I over heard them talking.

"Your daughter's emotions control her and something that happened in her past is disturbing her...."

Until I heard no more. What was in my past?...

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The next day, I insisted my parents to let me go to the school. I urged them badly so they let me go. I had a terrible headache and felt that it only would go if I got answers to thousands of my questions...

Every moment in the school went like a blank space. I scored average in my test that day and my cousin and Jennie constantly kept themselves around me in case I would lose balance and fall down due to my bad health. At lunch break in the school cafeteria, people wondered why wasn't I eating noisily like I used to do. My gloomy condition in the school made everyone wonder where was my everyday cheerful mood. Even the teachers excused me and I was sent into the restroom a couple of times. In all these time, I was only like, 'Is this the end of my happiness?'

School was terrible. My cousin bid me good wishes and Jennie offered to hire a taxi to my home. We sat in the taxi and we were stuck in a traffic jam. And then all the events flashed back into my mind which happened with Rocker. I burst into tears praying in my heart that whatever Rocker said was just a big joke. But he was so serious...

Jennie comforted me and I just cried more. I said to the driver to stop at the pavement where a few paces away was my favorite garden, the pink garden but still desolate.