The Bad Boy's Girl

Say Something

I don't know what to do. Where do i do now. Run. I hadn't said or done anything for a long time.
I open my eyes a bit to see if he was still there and he was.
"You ok he asked desperately. I almost felt bad but mostly confused. one because I was a nobody and I don't get why he cares so much and two how did he know. it was just me and her that night with the exception of a few kids.
"No" I answer simply with a lump in my throat. I was trying not to cry ,to show weakness.
Before he replied I felt a hand wrap around my waist. I looked up to see Jason hugging.
I raised my hand to his chest and push him away.
" I don't need your sympathy. I have enough people feeling sorry for me " I said with no emotion in my voice
" Why do you care so much all of a sudden" I asked harshly. he looked taken and hurt.
" I been you watching in school since the accident. You always looked so sad and alone. at first I didn't really care until last week when I saw to cuts up your arm" he said motioning toward my arm. I didn't dare make eye contact. a flood of guilt came over me. he breathed in like he was going to say something again but I can't stay. my chest started to burn. maybe it was the lack of oxygen but all I know is he was getting way to close for comfort.
"You have no right to act like you care. just leave me alone" with that I left.