𝐘𝐎𝐔𝐑𝐒━━━━━𝐂𝐇𝐑𝐈𝐒 𝐒𝐓𝐔𝐑𝐍𝐈𝐎𝐋𝐎✰

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   MY PHONE GOES OFF SIGNALING I HAVE a notification from instagram. i check it and see someone followed me. i click on the account and see it's my sister, boyfriends, brother. without hesitation i follow back. i mean his brother dates my sister so it's not weird.

i lay my head down on my pillow and plug my phone on the charger before tossing it on the table. todays been a long day and i'm extremely tired.

i wake up and rub my eyes. i walk to my bathroom and pull my hair up. i pull out my brush, brush through my hair then brush my teeth. after i finish my morning routine i head back out to my room and pull out purple spandex and a black tank top.

i jump on my bed and turn on some tanked. i grab my phone off the charger and open it to instagram. i check my dms and the first one is from chris.

oh?

i open some others and reply to them saving chris for last. i finally open his and read a simple hi.

emoryadams
hey

christophersturniolo
i honestly have no idea what to say.
i kinda texted you when i super
tired last night.

emoryadams
dw. we all have them nights lolz.

christophersturniolo
lolz?

emoryadams
yeah. like lol'sz.

christophersturniolo
that's a new one.
well, emory if i ever get tired
again be prepared.

emoryadams
ok. i'll note that.

i smile at my phone and bite my lip. ew. stop. i walk downstairs and sit down by paytyn on the couch.

"if your legs get any longer kendall jenner is going to sue you for stealing her career." my sister paytyn says rolling her eyes at me.

"you act like your legs are tree stubs." i say giving her that look.

"well yours are longer than mine... so i mean."

"paytyn, i don't want to hear it okay. i can't just chop them off." i say smiling at her.

"how's college looking going?" she ask.

"i'm just not sure i want to go anymore. i love cheer and all that, i just don't know if it's me still. i'm getting older and want to do different things." i say taking a drink of my water.

"just remember, being an influencer doesn't mean you're set for life. at one point people forget about you. i mean look at jake and logan paul, what do they got going for them?" she says letting her full lips show her perfect teeth.

"they are millionaires. so i mean, if i can live like that without college then i think i will."

"well... anyway, i go to visit matthew for the summer and he wanted me to ask you to go. of course only if you want. we'll be there for a while and i'm not sure if you'd want to leave mom and dad that long."

"are you serious? of course i would love to go. get out of this hell hole is no question, just an automatic yes." i say throwing my water bottle away.

i really have to learn to drink slower. that's probably why my stomach hurts all the damn time.

"dang sorry. we leave in a few months, so i would just slowly start packing here and there."

"yeah totally. just here and there." i say copying her and heading upstairs, taking the stairs two at a time. my legs are really long. but i guess they are what got me all my d1 scholarships for cheer.

i pull out a suitcase and throw random clothes in it. some swimsuits and other things. after i'm done packing i put my suitcase under my bed.

i honestly don't know why she thought i would pack last minute or over time. i can't do that. i have to know everything is together and ready to go. i flop back down on the bed and get on instagram refreshing my home page.

i see chris posted.

leah johnson... my finger hovers over the instagram name. my minds shouting at me to not click on her name but my heart is telling me to.

what is it they always say about boys, "think with their dicks and not their heads."

well technically that's not what i'm about to do. i have got to stop getting distracted. without thinking for another minute i click on her instagram name and her account pops up. there are multiple pictures of her and chris with captions that obviously show they're together.

so he has a girlfriend, but 'flirted' with me? okay, sounds about right considering this generation.

i roll my eyes and shut my phone off. i don't have time for relationships or boys. i need to focus my mind on colleges and the present.