My mind's outlet

dark clouds

I use to feel happy seeing you
now all I feel is fear
I use to feel comfortable around you
now all I feel is disgust
all it took was one night
one night
to change how I saw you
to change how I felt about you
to change how u made me feel
I taught if I ignored what happened
it would go away
if I didn't tell anyone
it would go away
but ignoring it
made it worse
cause you were always there
hovering like a dark cloud
above me
suffocating me
if I told someone
would they believe me
what would happen to you
who would believe me