My mind's outlet

Far from perfect

I am writing everything I wish to say

But can't because you are gone

I miss you

I miss you breathing on my neck

So loud that it wakes me up

I miss staring at you while you sleep

Yes I know it's creepy

But it's something I love to do

I miss how you say my name

And the words would fall slowly from your lips

Like the dew of the heavens to the earth

I miss your face

How it lights up when you talk about something you are passionate about

I miss your terrible cooking

How it tastes foul in my mouth

But my love for you sweetness it

I don't miss your anger

I don't miss your fusillade

I don't miss your beautiful lies

I don't miss how sad you look when you cause me to hurt

I don't miss the times you hurt me

I don't miss being treated like I wasn't enough

I don't miss the questions that fills my head when our lips part

I don't miss the monster laying still in your drowsy eyes