4. I fucking regret what i did last night

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I fucking regret what i did last night

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I fucking regret what i did last night. I really do, because I am now waking up with my ex boyfriend's arm on top of my chest. I'm naked and so is he, you can figure out the rest.

I quickly got dressed and walked out of my own house and left a sticky note on the fridge.

Call me as soon as you read this note

We need to clear things out

Vero

I feel guilty as I drove to work, leaving Reid alone after having sex with him was kind of a coward move, but I know that if I don't get in my office fast enough mr dickhead might steal an offer or worst a new client from me.

I called my sister and put her on speaker.

"Vero?" she says from the other line and I sigh. "Layla I fucked up" I sigh and I can hear her scoffing from the other line. "Oh god what did you do?" she asks and I sigh again. "Yesterday I called Reid and went to his house." "oh shit" she exclaims I can imagine her face right now. Her eyebrow scrunched up together and her mouth in a thin line.

"Shut up." I interrupt her brutally

"Let me finish... nothing happened I came to work, late, and had argument with the new guy that is trying to steal my job"

"you had angry sex with him?" she assumed, and I can hear the confusion in her tone, I sigh again. "God dammit! Do all of my stories end with angry sex?" I ask and she giggles asking for me to continue. "I came home and called Reid, now you can say it" "you had sex with him?" she concludes confused. "It's a lot," she says and I sigh. I rub my temple with my fingers and keep focusing not wanting to crash because I'm thing of the stupid naked boy in my bed.

"Did you call your father?" she asked me and I gripped the steering wheel tightly, my knuckles turning white as I sniffed.

A part of me wants closure, but another part of me doesn't want anything to do with that dick, he already disappointed me three times. I don't want to handle it again. "No" I say, feeling a lump growing in my throat. "Mom is so obsessed with him right now, it's like they are married or some shit" she explains to me and i roll my eyes. "Layla, I'm parking my car. I'll call you tonight, love you" "Love you too vero" she says and the phone call ends.

-

When I walk in the building the first thing I do is rush to the elevator, but he was already in there. With a coffee in his hands and leaning against the wall.

I roll my eyes and enter. I feel sorry, I feel guilty, I am mad, and I am sad. I have so many emotions all at once and I just want to cry. The first buttons of my shirt are open because I was late and I'm now trying to adjust them. He turns around and does the best not to look at my cleavage. He really doesn't want to fuck me.

"I'm sorry" I say when I finish adjusting my shirt. "No Veronica, don't apologize, I just had the wrong impression. I thought you wanted to be friends or something but I guess I was wrong." "It's not that, it's just been a tough couple of weeks, my father is sick" I don't know if I'm telling him this because I genuinely want him to know or because I want him to feel sorry for me. He nods and turns around. The silence is so loud, my head hurts.

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