5. I hate him

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I definitely got played by him, I mean he wants something back from me

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I definitely got played by him, I mean he wants something back from me. I don't know what and I still have a month to go before finding out. Time is moving too slow, so slow I can hear and feel each tick of the clock on top of my wall.

I'm bored, which is weird because I'm never bored at work, I said it so many times already but I love my job. But since the arrival of Ethan I can't focus, I actually have nothing to focus on. For the past four years I had a goal, taking my boss' position and show that even at such a young age I can be capable of working as hard as all of my older colleagues. When I saw Ethan I felt my goal crumble away, disappear and all of my years of hard work felt useless.

I fucked up. I let a guy enter in my head and mess it up, not even Reid could do that! I barely know Ethan but my brain can't stop thinking about him, I hate him. I hate the way he looks at me, with those big brown eyes that are trying to stare into your soul, I hate the fact that when he touches me I melt, I hate the way he says my name. Veronica.

Veronica

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I want him to say my name so much that I'll forget it. He will say my name so many times that his mouth will hurt, and I will get tired of him saying it.

But I probably never will get tired of him saying that.

I hate him!

I fucking do

I hate the way his name sounds in my mouth, the way my tongue has to touch my teeth to say his name. Ethan.

Ethan

Ethan

Ethan

Ethan

Ethan

Ethan

Ethan

Ethan

Ethan

"Veronica" he says breaking the silence, we are in our usual spot, the elevator. I press the emergency button to stop the elevator. I turn around and look at him. "Ethan" I breathe out. "I got a date tonight" he explains and my eyes widen looking at him. "Great with the blonde girl?" I ask and he nods. He's smiling. "Her name's Kate" he begins to explain and I swallow. "So if I'm late tomorrow morning during our meeting with the Scarlets, tell them that I had a family emergency or something" he says and I nod. "It's fine, have fun" the elevator goes silent, but my hand presses the emergency button so that the elevator can move again.

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