The Love I Want ||discontinued

Chapter 17.

*Paige's POV*

It was all a blur, he fell and I watched not sure what to do. I watched as my brother clinged to his lifeless body and the tears fell down my cheeks and now I'm on the train going home. I clung to my brother as if he was the only thing in the world. We were all silent. He's gone. Dumbledore is actually gone. The man who has helped me through everything was killed by a man he trusted... A man I trusted. Draco was supposed to kill Dumbledore but in the end it was Snape and now Snape and Draco are gone. I looked over at Reilly she had just fallen asleep the poor thing. She loves Draco and he is a death eater. I looked over at Ginny and Harry they had just bacame a couple. He was comforting me while holding Ginny's hand. Hermione was leaning against Ron not speaking but she had tears in her eyes and he just held her. Jane was quietly sitting her usual smile now gone and replaced by a frown. When the train stopped we all got off. Ron and Ginny went to the Weasley's and hugged them while Jane and Reilly went to there family since they are cousins. I watched Hermione hug her mum and then her dad before going home. I looked at my brother and he wrapped his arms around me. I cried into my brothers arms.

"Shh Paigey!" He tried to comfort me but it was no use because he was at a loss too. We didn't know what to do. He let go and I was pulled into the arms of Fred Weasley. I breathed in his scent and hugged him back.

"Thank god you are okay!" He exclaimed after kissing the top of my head. All I did was nod.

Harry, the Weasey's and I all went back to the Burrow. When we arrived I sat down on the couch with Fred. We didn't talk. We didn't move we just stayed there in each others arms.

*The next morning*

I woke up on the couch still in Fred's arms. I slowly moved out of his arms to go shower and change. When I came back downstairs Fred was still asleep so I quietly walked outside. I walked down towards the late and sat on the grass with my hands in my sweatshirt pockets I rubbed my flat stomach. I am so confused, I feel as if everything in my world is just falling apart. 

I don't know how long I was outside but eventually I got hungry and walked back into the Burrow and was greeted by Mrs. Weasley.

"How far along are you?" She asked me as she sat at the kitchen table wih a cup off tea. I gave her a confused look and sat next to her.

"What do you mean?" I asked her. She gave me a small smile

"Paige dear I have seven children and have been pregnant six times. I know you're pregnant so how far along are you?" She gave me a smile telling me she wasn't mad.

"A month." I replied

"Have you told Fred yet?" She asked I shook my head in response but before she could speak Fred walked in.

"Tell me what?" He asked me. Mrs. Weasley excused her self from the room.

"Nothing." I stood up and cleaned Mrs. Weasley's cup then I leaned against the sink just looking out the window. Fred came behind me wrapping his arms around my waist. When his hand touched my stomach I shuddered. He let go and looked at me.

"Are you okay?" He asked concern ringing through his voice. I nodded and walked back outside. I can't face him yet.

*Fred's POV*

She walked outside leaving me standing there. I understand that Dumbledore died and she is sad but she is so distant. I wonder why she is acting this way. Wait?! Didn't she have something to tell me!

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Do you think she will tell him? How will he react? Anyway did anyone else cry in this chapter? I feel so bad for Reilly because she loves Draco and she is so confused. Well anyway I wil update soon! BTW only two chapters left!!

Xx

Emma