Jeena Jeena

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Sowwieee it's been so long since I updated, but my brain is completely void of ideas right now. Deal with this bakwaas pls and tell me how it was in the comments. Happy Reading!

KS: Maddam Sir, aap aankhe bandh mat kijiye...

HM(weakly): Karishma Singh.....

Karishma looked towards her and she pushed with all her might. Karishma was thrown out of the car and rolled on the grass to balance herself. But before she could get back on her feet, the car went at full speed and drove straight off a cliff.

KS(screaming): Maddam Sir!!

She sat up with a jerk, breathing heavily and still processing what she'd seen. This dream had been haunting her for the past 4 months, but every time it seemed so real. Her breaths became unsteady and a tear made its way down her cheek, when she felt a warm hand on her cheek. She looked towards the person with wet eyes until they pulled her into a hug and held her protectively.

HM: Shhh...hum yahin hai, kuch nahi hoga hume

Karishma kept her head on Haseena's shoulder and she patted it lovingly, until slumber took over. Haseena blamed herself entirely for her condition, if she had told Karishma the truth in time, she might've not been so broken. She pushed down her tears of guilt and placed a soothing kiss on Karishma's forehead, before laying her on the bed.

Haseena was the first to wake up that morning, and decided to make coffee for the two of them. Both her and Karishma had afternoon shift for duty today and were resting at Haseena's home. She freshened up and entered the kitchen, starting to make the coffee. Some time later, she was mixing in the sugar to both cups while humming a song.

HM: Sachi si hai yeh tareefein, dil se joh maine kari hai
Joh tu mila toh saji hai, duniyaa meri humdum


She stopped singing for a moment, when another voice completed the lyrics for her.

KS: Oh aasmaan mila zameen ko meri, aadhe aadhe poore hai hum
Tere naam pe, meri zindagi likh di mere humdum


Karishma began (karne do na joh kar rahi hai, tum jaan ke kya karoge?) and sang the chorus with Haseena.

KarEena (in sync): Haan seekha maine jeena jeena, kaise jeena
Haan seekha maine jeena mere humdum
Naa seekha kabhi jeena jeena, kaise jeena
Naa seekha jeena tere bina humdum


With that she picked up her cup of coffee and took it out to the living room, not before pecking Haseena's cheek. Haseena turned around half-angry and half-smiling before sighing at her antics and grabbing her own cup of coffee.

She followed Karishma into the living room and the two sat on opposite armchairs, having coffee in silence. Ever since the truth of Urmila being Haseena had come out, neither of them acted as their usual selves.

HM: E-Ek baat puche?

KS: Ji

HM: Aapne humein dil se maaf kiya yaa bass bolne khatir?

KS: Maaf kiya toh maaf kiya, isme dil aur kidney ko kahe beechme ghusana?

HM: Aap baatein na banaye aur seedha javaab dengi toh behtar hoga. Hum puch rahe hai ki itni aasaani se kyun maaf kiya humein?

KS: Ab aapne maafi maangi toh kardiye maaf

HM: Magar kyun?

KS: Majboori hai, kaa kare hum? Jab tak aap hamare sar pe saath rakhke 'Good Night' nahi bolti tabtak humko neend nahi aati, jabtak aap din mein ek baar humse jhagda nahi karleti tabtak khana nahi pachta hamara. Kaa kare, aadat ho gayi hai aapki joh chahkar bhi nahi chhutegi. Aapko maaf nahi karte toh jindagi bhar usi boj ke saath jeena padta, aur filhaal hamare andar ek aur boj sehne ki shakti nahi bachi.

Haseena knew her lie had affected Karishma a lot. Her "death" had already shattered her soul, she couldn't even imagine what was going on inside her after finding out the truth. Haseena, herself, wanted to scream out the truth so many times during her mission but she was tied back by her duty. She didn't know how to reply, as no words would be enough to comfort her, so Haseena chose to stay silent.

KS: Waise bhi baakiyon ke najar mein toh hamare andar jajbaat hai hi nahi, kamsekam hum khud toh apne jajbaato ka qadar kare

With that, Karishma stood up to put away her cup of coffee and left Haseena watching her go. She wondered if things would ever be the same as before. God knew how much she missed her old Karishma.

KarEena went to the police station in the afternoon and began their work without another word. The usual mixture of bakaiti and work was present, just like every day. Karishma stood up with a pile of files and shook her head seeing Cheetoshpa arguing on today's hot topic.

Karishma entered Haseena's cabin with the stack of files and placed it on her desk. She explained that they had to be sent to headquarters by tomorrow morning and needed her signature. But Haseena wasn't even listening. She just seemed lost in her own world

KS: Maddam Sir? Maddam Sir!?

She stood in front of Haseena and waved her hand to get her attention, but even that didn't work. She observed her expression closely and realized she was tensed. Karishma squeezed her hand out of concern and asked what happened, but it worked more like a trigger. As soon as Karishma squeezed her hand, a tear rolled down her cheek and dropped onto her shirt.

KS: Maddam Sir? Kaa hua, aap theek hai?

Upon getting no response, Karishma quickly closed all the doors and windows of the cabin and rushed back to her side. She patted Haseena's cheek worriedly to get her to speak, but instead another tear escaped her eye. Haseena stood up warning and immediately flung her arms around Karishma without warning. And that was the end of S.H.O. Haseena Mallik. She wasn't that strong woman anymore, she was just Haseena. Karishma's Haseena, Karishma's little child.

Haseena put her head on Karishma's shoulder and cried her heart out. Karishma was shocked, as well as worried seeing her in this condition. She put her arms around Haseena and rubbed her back with one to calm her trembling body.

KS: Shhh...kaa hua aapko? Kahe itna ro rahi hai?

She continued rubbing her back and patting her head to comfort Haseena. Karishma never liked seeing her in pain, but she couldn't deny it did send a little relief to her mind. She was still that innocent child that hid herself in Karishma's arms and started crying while trying to express her feelings. She was still the Haseena that trusted her (Karishma) more than anyone else.

KS: Bass...aur kitna royegi aap? Pehle bataiye toh sahi kaa hua...

Haseena finally composed herself after a while, and broke the hug. She held Karishma's hands and looked straight into her eyes.

HM(teary voice): Hume maaf kardijiye Karishma...hum jaante hai humne bohot dil dukhaya hai aapka. Bohot jhooth bole hai aur bohot dhoke diye hai. Par yeh baat aap bhi jaanti hai ki humne joh bhi kiya woh sirf aur sirf uss gaddaar ko pakadne ke liye thha. Desh ke liye kisike jazbaaton ke saath khilvaad karne se hum kabhi sehmat nahi the aur naa hi kabhi honge. Hum chahe koi bhi bahana dede, woh iss baat ko kabhi jawaaz nahi dega ki hum itna bada raaz chupakar sabke dard ki wajah kyun bane. Aap bas ek baar *snifles* bas ek baar, dil se, hume apni Haseena keh dijiye. Hume apni galti sudharne ka mauka dijiye aur humse jitna jhagda karna hai kijiye. Aapko apne tareeke se case solve karna hoga toh woh karne denge, aapko hume saza deni hai toh woh bhi manzoor hai, bas yun paraya mat kijiye hume...hum *gulps* hum subah aapki baatein sunnke darr gaye thhe...kahin...kahin aap-

Karishma covered her mouth with her hand before she could speak further and shook her head in negative. Yes, Haseena's words meant a lot to her, but her eyes clearly reflected the pain and turmoil inside of her. No matter how many times Haseena would betray her, would ignore her, would misunderstand her and whatnot, she would end up forgiving her anyway. That's just how things worked.

Haseena hugged her again, and anxiously waited for her response. Karishma just carressed her hair and held her close to herself like a prized possession.

KS: Aapko lagta hai itna kuch bolne ke baad bhi gussa ho sakte hain hum aapse? (she waited for HM to speak, but she stayed silent) Aapki aankhon mein hi pachtava dikh raha hai, aur aapka darr bhi samajh aa raha hai. Hum chahte hai ki nahi woh hum bhi nahi jaante, par aapko maaf jarur karte hain kyunki yeh baat hum dono jaante hai ki hume ek dusre ke bina nahi reh paate aur apne aap ko tadpa ke humko bhi kya milega

Haseena's heart, that felt like it would barge out of her rib cage at any moment, finally found peace. She lifted her head from Karishma's shoulder, but continued holding her arm, never wanting to let go.

HM: H-Hum waada karte...aainda aisi galti kabhi nahi karenge! Aur aisa koi bhi mission aaya toh aapko itna zarur bata denge ki mission pe hai

KS: Theek hai, ab apne aansu pochiye aur ek mast wala smile smile dijiye humko. Itni badi officer hoke aise bacchon ki tarah royegi, yeh shobha deta hai aapko?

HM: Hatt! (baby voice)

Haseena wiped her tears and smiled. She then made a pout and asked

HM: Par aap humein aise paraaya nahi karegi na? (innocently)

KS: Kabhi nahi. Keh denge poori duniya se ki aap hamari Haseena hai, S.I. Karishma Singh ki Haseena hai, aur aapko humse koi nahi cheen sakta! (smiling)

HM(squealing): I loveeee youuuu! (quickly kissed her cheek)

Karishma widened her eyes and looked at her with an impressed and teasing smile. Haseena realized what she just did and began fumbling with a pen, while her cheeks gave competition to a tomato. Some things would never change😌

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I MISS MY BABIES SO BADLY ARGHHHH! GIVE ME A PROPER KAREENA SCENE OR AT LEAST NEW YUKI BTS BEOFRE I DRINK POISON :)

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