Life's twists and turns

Chapter 4

James second birthday
Ian and I are setting up a Dino themed birthday party for James. He's crawling around in the cutest Dino suit while we decorate the kitchen
"Does it look straight to you?" I ask but see the Ian and only staring at my ass
"Hello eyes are up here! Is this straight?"
He finally snaps out of it and mumbles "uh yeah it looks great"
"Keep it in your pants this is a kids party"
Ian and I had bonded quite a bit over the past year and a half. I had feelings for him but I couldn't bring myself to tell him with our connection to Em. It just didn't feel right. He seemed to be dropping subtle hints he might feel the same but I didn't want to misinterpret.
The party went great James got lots of new outfits and toys. By 6pm he was out like a light. Ian and I were in the living room cleaning up. I had made it halfway through a bottle of wine and was feeling pretty good. Ian was drinking whiskey and singing while he cleaned up trash.
I don't know what came over me but I walked over to him waited for him to stand up and then pulled him into a kiss. He kissed me back and started moving me to the couch. He pushed me onto the couch and deepened the kiss as he put himself on top of me. Ours tongues wrestled as his hand wandered up and down my thighs. My hands were running up and down his muscular arms he was using to prop himself up on. He stopped kissing me, looked me up and down then scooped me up and started towards the stairs
" you don't know how long I've waited for this" he said in a low groan. His hand by my legs was wandering around my ass
He trotted up the stairs while I assaulted his neck with hickeys. We made it to the top of the stairs and he pressed me up against the wall and started kissing down my neck into my cleavage.
The sounds of our moans drowning out everything. Everything felt so good.
Then James woke up, we both stopped and he let me down.
"We'll finish this later" he said while walking towards James.
I stood there, just watching him walk away thinking over everything that just happened
Jame came toddling out of his room towards me
"Mommy!"
"Hi buddy" I said with tears in my eyes that he'd just called me mommy