A Secret Deep Inside

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"Ok, everyone all set? Ready. Action!"

Pat and Pran sat down on the rock. One look at Pran and Pat understood what Pran is thinking about. He knows that Pran is missing his parent, especially his mom. The misunderstanding and the sudden leave would really make her worry. But right now, Pat want Pran to forget about that even just for the night.

"Let's drink our trouble away." Pat said raising his can of beer up.

"Are you trying to get me drunk?" Pran took a sip out of his.

Pat turns to look at Pran and sigh. "I simply want to have a drink with you that's all."

"That's all?"

"Yes that's all, it requires so much work to have this drink."

Pran stare into the distance. "That's true."

Trying to brighten up the mood Pat suggest "How about we compete just for fun? Speedy quizzes if you're slow, you drink."

Pran look at him with a 'really?' Looking face "You'll die if you don't get to compete with me right?"

Ohm smiled.

"I dont want to just compete, I want to know you better. First question, what do you want to do after graduation?"

"Are you a life coach? Why are you so serious?"

"3..2.."

"An interior designer. I also want to be a musician, what about you?"

"Me? hmmm I'll probably take over the family business and I want to listen to your music." Pat is glad that Pran's attention is somewhere else now. Somewhere in the future thinking about his life that might have a glimpse of Pat himself being involved. If he had the luxury of that of course.

"I didn't ask about that part." Pran said with a smirk. His heart just skip a beat knowing Pat want him to be in his future. A future that might not come one day.

"Next question, Why do you like me?"

"You suck. You always act like a gangster."

"You're answering me or are you picking on me?"

Pran laughed. Remembering the first few times they met each other after years of separation. Whenever he was in trouble Pat seems to always be there trying to help out. He finds that really adorable."But gangster like you butt in to people business and help them. I think that's cool. What about you? What do you like about me?"

"Probably because you're a lot to handle."

"Now you're picking on me."

"You're picky about eating, sleeping and even peeing. But we went through a lot together. We went through thousands of good times. Hundreds of bad times. Spending everyday looking out for each other. Spending every hours worry about each other and every minutes missing each other. We've been so much happier with each other."

Pran can't help but smile at the sweet words Pat is saying. He knows that he meant every single one of them. "Damn what a crown-worthy answer. If other people hear that they'd be squealing.

"Aren't you?" Pat stare into Pran's eyes

"I'm fine." Pran look away.

"Fine, fine, fine, fine.. here's come the next question. Can I kiss you?"

Pran turn around. Looking at Pat's puppy face, an urge to tease him rise. "Isn't it my turn?"

"I know but I just wanted to ask." Pat said with a sulking voice.

"No...it's my turn." Pran grab Pat's head and close the distance between them. Their lips touch. Not sure if is the booze that make them want more or it's just them can't help it anymore, can't wait anymore. The kiss became intense as Pran's fingers run through Pat hair. They separate and stare into each other's eyes. A second later, Pat pulled them closer and once again their lips touch. This time, they both silently agree to take a next step of their relationship.

10 seconds became 20. 20 became 40. 40 became a minutes...it seems like P'Oaf forgot to say cut. But our 2 main characters didn't mind. They still in their role. And even if they wasn't, they would still kiss each other. Finally 3 minutes later P'Oaf seem to come back to life, finally said cut.

The 2 boys separated. They were both breathing heavily. Under the windy night sky, they somehow find it very hot and the urge of wanting to continue holding onto each other deepen.

Ohm closes his eyes to calm his breathing while Nanon, from the outside look fine. But inside, his heart is beating so loud and hard that he's afraid it would jump out of his chest.

The rest of the night, they finish up the scene and went to bed. This time Ohm stayed in his room. He know what he want and he won't let it happen when they are still as Pat and Pran.

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3 months passed and they all finish filming the series. Parting was the hardest, since this series had became a part of them. Because of this series, Ohm change his Twitter profile multiple times to series related picture and Nanon kept the smallest little souvenir like the watch or the student card or the little ball with a smiley face.

After this they needed to talk. Their agreement has come to an end. Did Nanon escape from his character? No. Has Ohm? Not sure. Ohm promise to help him, but does he want to? No but he doesn't have an excuse anymore.

On a Monday night Nanon called Ohm to talk.