A Secret Deep Inside

Feelings

As time passes, PatPran small scenes and other's actor actress scene get well accepted by P'Oaf, all that's left are PatPran cute scene and the parent's scene.

On a Thursday, every actor and actresses get together in the room on the right for P'Oaf announcement.

"Ok everyone, Ohm and Nanon you guys stay here and play out the scene, Milk, Love and the 2 gang stay so y'all can join in when I ask. Moms and dads please go over there and wait till your scenes come in. The rest, you guys can stay and watch or there is a table full of foods outside you can enjoy."

After everyone settle down, P' Oaf start with the rooftop kiss scene. "Even though this is workshop, I want y'all to actually kiss. I won't tell you how to do it. Just kiss however your feeling is telling you. Ok. Action."

Pat and Pran standing next to each other on the roof. The tense atmosphere fill the air. Not wanting this uncomfortable silence to continue, Pran decided to leave.

As he was about to go, Pat stop him. They stare at each other until Pat sadly ask "Why did you play that song?" Pran stood there with a slight confusion in his eyes. "Why? It's my song. I wrote it. Why can't I play it".

"But it's the song we play together"

"So? Ah. This little thing is what make you angry?"

"Little thing? Is it that insignificant to you?"

Pran furrow his eyebrow. Not knowing what he is saying. Or more like not wanting to understand why he saying it. He shouldn't give himself hope just to be disappointed.

"Damn it Pat! What the hell happened to you?"

"I dont like it...I hate to see you play it with someone else."

"SHIT PAT. YOU GOT TO STOP DOING THIS TO ME. WE ARE NOT A THING. WE'RE NOT EVEN FRIENDS." Nanon burst. It's Pat confusion words that make him soft. Holding and clinging to that little bit of what he thought might be love.

Pat led out a slight chuckled.

"That's right. How can we be friends when our parents despise each other. How can we be friends when we live next door to each other yet can't even talk. How can we be friends when we compete with each other in everything....you know what? When you were away, I was so damn happy. I didn't have to compete against you, I wasnt being paranoid, I didn't need to know what your grade were, I didn't need to know what sport you're involved in. But.. did you know, it was so depressingly lonely for me." It as though all of those words were racing to come out of his mouth. He wanted to Pran to know how he was feeling. He wanted himself to know this feeling toward Pran.

"What we have now, what should we call it?
If we're not enemy, do you think we can be friends?"

"Why?...Do you want us to be friends?" Pran said with sadness in his eyes. It's fine when Pat didn't verbally say it. Pran can still lie to himself that one day will come.

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"No."

A surprises look crosses Pran face. It as though they both understand what that no meant. They both walk toward each other. Pran freeze. Pat walk up and kiss him. A short kiss. A kiss that ask the question "Can I?". In response, Pran pull onto Pat neck and kiss him. That kiss contain frustration of when he has to move away because of Pat, sadness when Pat told him he like Ink, hesitation of Pat liking Ink so he shouldn't kiss back, and worried how this kiss might change their relationship as well as acceptance of their family.

Too much is going on in Pran's head. He pushed Pat and walk away leaving Pat sudden happiness fade away. All that left, was a mess.

P'Oaf was stunned with their performance. He didn't say cut because he didn't want to ruin the moment that these two chemistry had given off. He turn to look around, he saw a majority of people with a few tears in their eyes and the rest is silently bawling their eyes out.

As for their main character. Nanon stood there aren't able to stop tears from rolling down and Ohm stood there staring into space and looking as if he was going to cry.

Ohm regain his senses and fix his emotions and turn to look for Nanon. He walk over; held Nanon's head up and wipe away his tears. "It's ok. I'm here. Everything will be fine. You have me." He pull Nanon into a hug.

A while later Nanon finally calm down in Ohm embrace. P'Oaf came over and lightly pat them on the shoulder. "You two did an amazing job. Go wash yourself up, get your emotion together and we'll do the other scenes."

The rest of the day, they all successfully done all the scenes and P'Oaf finally make an announcement that starting next week on Tuesday, they will start filming. The day before that, they will do a ceremony wishing this project well.