A Secret Deep Inside

Decide

After they all finish playing around and went to sleep, Nanon couldn't sleep. Probably it was the cuddling session that's affecting him because right now, sleeping next to Ohm is making him nervous.

Ohm noticed Nanon keeps on moving around so he turn around and face him. "Something wrong?"

"I don't know, I'm feeling nervous sleeping next to you."

Ohm smiled. He knew that his friend is really talented. Nanon can be in character in .5 sec but he can't leave his character for a while. Just like how he still has the character of Pang after a few months the Gifted Graduation has finish. It stuck with him until he do some research for his new character. Now, he's Pran. Having a crush on Pat. Feeling nervous around him. Somehow thinking that, is making Ohm annoyed.

"You're just in character. Hmm how about this, since this is your first Bl we can pretend to be our characters in real life that would make it easier for us when we begin filming." Ohm stupidly said.

He knows that this is a terrible idea. When you're out of that workshop, you should return back to yourself. Because the longer you become a character you end up losing yourself.

But he just couldn't help but wanted to ask him that. He want to do what Pran and Pat are doing when they're together, with Nanon. He want to hug him tightly, kissing him slowly, and be clingy with him. They always do that, but all of them knew there were limits.

"You know we shouldn't do that." Nanon said. But deep inside him wanted to agree. He read the Behind the scenes book and whatever he read he's imagining him and Ohm doing it.

"I know, but we can try till the series end. If when it ends and you can't get out of it, I'll help you." Ohm said with a hint of desperate in his voice that Nanon didn't notice. And maybe not even Ohm himself notice.

They lay there and look at each other with such a gentle gaze as if they're already becoming their character.

Ohm took off his blanket and snuggle inside Nanon's blanket. He then wrap his hand around Nanon's waist and kiss Nanon on his forehead. Nanon smiled. He reach his hand out and grab Ohm's chin and gave it a light peck.

"Let's go to sleep." Ohm said putting his head near Nanon's and close his eyes. Nanon stare at Ohm for what seem like forever and smile sweetly at him. He close his eyes and went to sleep.