Not Just A Friendship (Phanfic)

Chapter 1 (Phil's POV)

I glanced at the clock and sighed. I have literally just been siting in bed staring at the ceiling for hours.

I don't really know what's up with me. I'm just kinda confused I guess.

I'm actually not too sure what about. I guess it must be the same thing I have been thinking about all week.

My sexuality.

I mean, I'm almost sure I'm straight. But I just feel like.. I'm different. Maybe I'm just confused and going through a phase or something.

You know what? Forget it. Let's just say I'm straight and forget about everything. It's just a phase.

It has to be. I have been straight and going after girls ever since I was little. I just can't be anything other then straight. It doesn't make any sense whatsoever.

Just then, I heard a knock at my door and a familiar voice saying, "Hey, Phil? I haven't made a video in a while. Wanna make one with me?"

"Um, sure. Why not?" I replied as I sat up.

"Okay then. What should we make it about?"

"Not sure," I told Dan.

"Actually, you know what? We haven't made a Philisnotonfire in quite a while. Wanna do that?" He asked.

"Those are usually fun to make. Let's do that," I said suggestively.

"Okay! I'll get the camera." He said while walking to his room.

Aw, I thought, he is so cute when he is excited.

Wait no. He is not cute. He is my best friend and flatmate. I can't call him cute. As I said, I'm NOT gay. I'm 100% straight.

When he came back he set down the camera and turned it on. "Okay, do the intro thingy," Dan commanded pointing to the camera.

"Hey guys! Guess who I'm filming with today. Yup, Dan. Dan say hi," I smiled at him.

"Hey," said Dan lazily.

"Wait, where are our whiskers?" I asked and Dan opened a sharpie marker.

We soon put on our whiskers and answered a few questions.

"Dan are you g- oh come on guys!" Dan laughed.

I laughed along but then thought about my earlier thoughts about my own sexuality. I frowned for a second, then went back to laughing as Dan said something extremely sarcastic, as usual.

We answered a lot more questions, then turned off the camera.

"Welp off to editing I go," said Dan.

"Okay, you do that. I'm gonna go mindlessly browse the Internet, and be lazy, as usual," I explained and laughed.

"Kay, bye," Dan said as he trailed of to his room to edit our new video.

~

After about an hour, Dan sent a tweet saying, "new pinof on Phil's channel! :D" and I smiled.

I watched the video to see how Dan edited it, and realized how much Dan stared at me. He always looked at me like I was the best thing on the world and when he did, I didn't show it, but I got major butterflies in my tummy.

Obviously, I wasn't the best thing in the world. I'm not even close to that.

I called out to Dan, "Hey Dan, can you come here for a minute?"

"Um, yeah, hold on."

When Dan got to my room, he asked, "What is it?"

"Er, is it me or did you stare at me quite a lot during this video?" I asked and raised an eyebrow. I didn't really mind, but I just was kinda confused on why.

It scared me a little to think that he thought there was something wrong with me, and Thad why he is staring. But then again, no one stares at someone like that if that's the case.

Dan looked nervous and choked out a reply, "I-I um. No I didn't. Maybe you are just being.. Phil?" He laughed awkwardly.

"Oh. Okay.. Well, it's getting late," I said looking at the clock, "I'm gonna go to bed soon."

"Okay, well, I'm- I'm gonna go uh.. Go on tumblr or something. Um, good night."

That was strange. I wonder if Dan's okay. He seemed to be acting suspicious. Whatever, I thought, I'll just be going to bed, "Um night, Dan," I replied after a couple awkward seconds passed.

"Night, Phil," he replied as he walked into his room. After he said that, I could've sworn I heard him mumble something. I couldn't hear it clearly, though. Oh well, I'm going to bed.

~

I woke up at 8:40 and walked into the living room to see Dan, in his browsing position. "Morning, Dan."

"Hey, Phil. Morning," he said still sounding awkward as ever.

"Dan, is there something wrong? You seem to be acting strange lately?" I asked and looked at him.

"Um, n-no. I'm okay," Dan said and looked nervous.

Why would he be nervous? I'm just Phil and who could be nervous of Phil? I am literally just as violent as a glittery teddy bear.

I can tell that something is definitely off.

"Erm, okay," I replied and looked back at the amine playing on the tv.

I hope Dan is alright. He is actually perfect in every way, so I don't understand why he would be so awkward and worried around me. This isn't usually like him.

"Dan, you know that you can always talk to me if something is bothering you," I reassured him.

"Um. I know. I told you, I'm fine."

Okay something is seriously wrong. Maybe later he will talk about it later. He doesn't seem to want to right now.

I will eventually get him to tell me, though. Even if it takes a while.