I didn't know what to say. I just looked at him and he stared back at me with a emotionless face, "jungkook.." I started "you don't have to say anything y/n I know you love yoongi hyung and I wasn't supposed to fall in love. It's all my fault I'm sorry"
I was speechless, poor boy "I'm not back with yoongi." The only thing that left my mouth. I don't even know why I said that "well then you should get back with him" no I mean yes what? What the fuck am I thinking
"y/n you have two children with him and sure he might not be there when jeony- I mean jiwu was born but he still loves you and you love him" a small chuckle left my mouth as jungkook started giving me therapy
jungkook pov
yes I was trying to convince her even though it hurted me to let her go. I needed to, yoongi is my bestfriend and I would never do this to him. I would never. I love y/n but I know for sure yoongi could and will treat her better than I can, and any girl like her deserves a person like yoongi hyung
Back to y/n pov
I think I like jungkook. FUCK HOW CAN I!? he was there when me and yoongi got married- when we had our first child OUR SECOND he was like a younger brother to me.
why am I feeling like this?"Let's just leave this for another day? I think it's best if we think about it before saying anything else" I mumbled smiling at him and left the library
i went to the place where I would go whenever I felt sad. After yoongi's death.
I sat down on the cliff as the wind went through my hair.
I started to remember how broken I was when yoongi "died"
Sure it was a mission but why would he ever not tell me? like If he told me not to tell anyone I won't! He didn't trust me?he fucking didn't trust me.
*next morning*
I woke up on the sofa with two soju bottles next to me
"morning" said a deep voice, it was jungkook. "Take this it helps with the headache" he gave me a pill and lemonade
god I must have drunken more than two soju bottles"what the fuck happened last night?" I asked jungkook "well.."
*flashback*
"Y/n! Your here!! For fucks sake I was worried" said jungkook carrying me to my car "let's get soju." "What?" "I SAID LETS GET SOJU JUNGKOOK" jungkook covered his ears as he nodded and drove to the nearest grocery store
"5...no 10.. yes 10" I said putting the soju bottles in my little bucket "1..2..3 10!??" Said jungkook after counting "no we are not getting this much" "oh yess we areee"
*end of flashback*
"And you ended up drinking all...literally all and then you cried about yoongi hyung not trusting you" jungkook said putting chips in his mouth and sitting across from me "ah by the way he dropped by last night. i told him you were sleeping while you were actually crying over him" WHAT THE FUCK!?
"Oh and he told me his mission is finished and he could come back into your life again. And and and...HE WON"
what
the
fuck"he's coming today by the way his moving in and I guess I'll be moving out" I just stood there in silence
"aish are you gonna keep being frozen!?" Jungkook said loudly making me snap out of my thoughts"jungkook"
"yes?"
"I want you to stay"
An indirect I love you
author note:
YALL CAN HATE ON ME BUT I DO NOT CARE IVE NEVER EVER BEEN HAPPIER
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My cold husband min yoongi || 3
Fanfictionmy heart would beat for him forever even if he's dead or alive. Or that's what i thought? BOOK 3 to my cold husband min yoongi series Read 1-2 before reading this! :))