My cold husband min yoongi || 3

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"Do you get deja vu?"

"huh?" "do you get deja vu?"

I did. I get them all the time,but I can't just tell
Him that...can I? I mean I do have to be honest with him

"Yeah..I do...do you wanna know why?" I asked,he looked the other way with a small smile. I knew he was holding back tears but I did need to talk to him about this. Cause I know that my love for yoongi will never die

"yeah" he mumbled with a quite rasp in his voice, I sat up,crossed legs with my hands on my thighs looking straight at him. He avoided my gaze and kept looking at darkness that surrounds us.

"Because all my life..since I was like what? 19?? I've always been with yoongi. My first everything was with him. Yes I did have a boyfriend before him and sure we had kissed multiple times but nothing more than that. But as you know of course,this is a little bit embarrassing to say but my first ever time was with him. My first trip alone without family was with him. My first time stargazing was with him. My first ever sunrise was with him. Late night drives,crazy arguments...basically everything was with him...yoongi was my first real love...and I'm sorry but you have to understand that-

I was cut off

"Y/n I do. I do understand it" a long pause later he spoke
"But I can't stop loving you" loving me?
"Jungkook I became someone else I never knew. I never thought I would fall in love with you- you used be like a younger brother to me...what have I even done."

Tears formed my eyes. Jungkook sat up and finally looked at me. Worry was visible in his eyes..sadness,guilt,every possible emotion he felt at the moment was in his eyes

"do you want me to leave you alone?...for a while"
"yes"

I didn't know what he meant by a while...how long was "awhile"? I didn't know anything

All I know is yoongi is coming In tomorrow and I shouldn't be feeling like this about a guy that I once thought was a younger brother to me

Maybe once I start being close to yoongi again,without hiding I would fall in love with him all over again

Just like I used to...everyday

*THE NEXT DAY*

i felt kisses on my cheeks down to my neck,a small smile popped on my face. I heard someone giggle- wait not someone...it was yoongi

my eyes shot open and I looked at the man hugging my small figure tight "jagiyaaaa I can't believe I will get to hold you this close everyday again" I had no reaction, obviously I was so fucking happy but I was confused as well

Small smile popped on my face again. "YOONGIIII" I grabbed his face and gave him a quick kiss...or kisses

"I MISSED YOU MY LOVE"

"I missed you more princess"

time skipped

We went downstairs to eat breakfast jungki was already down,he looked at us and his eyes widen "DAD" he yelled and ran in for a hug..small tears dripped down both of their eyes "jungki..you've grown so much" said yoongi, while they had their father son moment i decided to make some breakfast for them

I made our all time favorite

Pancakes and waffle

After eating jungki went upstairs while jiwu was still asleep

I felt a pair of arms around my waist while I was washing the dishes I knew who these hands belong to, pale and veiny

He trailed small kisses down on my neck

"you look as beautiful as ever. I swear you get prettier every time I see you" my heart fluttered

All the butterflies in my stomach were spreading their wings

"Aww someone's being affectionate" I teased him, I dried my hands and turned around and put my arms around his shoulder

He smiled looking into my eyes. I swear that gummy smile will end me one day

Naturally for some reason we started dancing around the kitchen

Both of our laughs echoed through the area
"I should play a song" I said and walked over to my phone to play one of my favorite songs to dance around to "Polaroid love"

We kept dancing till we burst out laughing because we sucked at it "we should bake something..like CAKE!" yoongi blurted out excitedly "YEAAH WE SHOULDD" I said as I ran up to the cupboard to get the ingredients "wow when did you buy these?" "I'm always prepared" I winked at yoongi

I think I have a winking problem...blame jin

We started baking the cake slowly once it was time to pour the flour I opened it and it got all around the kitchen, my hair,yoongi's hair..EVERYWHERE

"well shiet" yoongi mumbled

We still continued and finally put it inside the oven and decided to clean ourselves up and wait till it's done

*20 minutes later*

I walked out of the bedroom walking downstairs and that's when I noticed yoongi hugging a figure. It was jungkook
"Hi y/n" jungkook said giving me a side hug "hey, we are baking a cake. you came right on time honestly" I laughed the awkwardness off

"REALLYY" jungkook said going inside the kitchen taking a look at the oven "15 more minutes"

yoongi pov

I know y/n feels an attraction towards jungkook, I haven't been around much but that does not mean I do not keep an eye on them, I love y/n with all my heart and I want what's best for her and what keeps her happy but at the same time I don't wanna let go. And jungkook he's been my pal since forever,didn't think it would last like this

I'm gonna try to win y/n back but if she still loves jungkook...I'm willing to give her up