My cold husband min yoongi || 3

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"What do you mean by that" "i mean stay?" I gained my confidence and looked at him in the eye "oh? that's it?" I was  afraid he got what I was actually trying to say even when I didn't know what I meant by that.

"Yeah?" I said as if I was scared that he will think I don't love him. But At the same time I didn't want him to know

My thoughts were echoed. I wasn't thinking clearly

I'm an idiotic person.

"But like bestie~ yoongi hyung wouldn't like that now would he?" jungkook said in a high pitched cute voice "you gay bitch just stay! He won't get mad" jungkook chuckled at me

"mm okay love" he smirked as he went upstairs

you dumb
fucking
bitch
I'm
gonna
fuck
you
up

"WHYY GOD WHY" I whisper-yelled

I made my way outside to the backyard and laid down on the grass looking at the stars "how and why? he's so much younger then me I can't like him. Like? No love..love him"
I said my thoughts out loud

"well it's just a few years"

"HAH!" I yelled at the sudden voice as I stood up "oh it's just you" I calmed my self down but then I realized he heard everything I was saying

"why tf didn't I hear him open the door" I whisper to myself.

Jungkook laid down where I was and I decided to lay down next to him

And there we were. Stargazing together

I remember doing this with yoongi, it's like deja vu
But this once better. It's like that feeling I got when I first started to be around with yoongi. It was all an arranged marriage he HATED me and I HATED him more but somehow we fell for eachother through an emotional connection. A connection I've never felt with my ex before yoongi.

I still feel it with yoongi. It's like we are destined to be together? Then why do I like jungkook so much just why

I don't feel that emotional connection with him. Do I? No
I do feel that physical connection though, but does that really matter

"Y/n? Y/n?" Jungkook shook me a little bit "FUCK sorry were you saying anything?" I cursed myself under my breath for zoning out "uh yes..my dad is younger than my mom for like 2 years. And we only have 4 years see now that isn't that bad now is it?"

what the fuck?

"Are you trying to convince me to marry you?" "AHAHA NOO...ah y/n no...I meann your divorced though still so like I don't see a problem-

He chuckled as I punched his arm playfully

that.bunny.smile.

he's smile made me smile, in love

I looked away from him to take a look at the stars

"I have a question" jungkook said in a serious tone looking at me "hmm?" I mumbled looking at the stars with a small smile

"do you get deja vu?"