Chapter 5

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(This photo is Bader &  )

(Still jess pov....)

Five years later....

It's been 5 years since I lost my beautiful baby girl, it still hurts. As we plained drake and I tried for another baby a month after and I did fall pregnant to twin baby boys there names are Bader which means full moon and Conall which means strong as a wolf. They both have bright blue eyes and they both have blonde hair. they are four years old right now. I'm also 6 months pregnant with a baby girl which I think I'll find harder to deal with because of Avyanna. today would be her sixth birth day.

"Mummy what's wrong" asked conall running over to me with his brother following behind him

"Nothing baby mummy is just a bit sad" I said.

"Why are you sad mummy did you get a boo boo." Bader said.

"No mummy didn't get a boo boo, she just miss someone" I said because they know about Avyanna and I might tell them when there a bit older. "how about you guys go get your dad for me" I said and they nodded and ran off. I started to cry again. This time a lot harder.

"Hey babe the boys told me you want to see me---" he said as he walked through the door but stopped when he stopped "what's wrong" he started to get worried

"It's her birthday today" I said

"I know, I miss her too, come here" he said with his arms open and I walked over to him and hug him. "your sister called she is pregnant again" he said trying to cheer me up.

"I don't know how I'll be able to cope with having another girl after her" I said.

"You will be great." he said as they boys ran in follow by there cousins alex, joe, mikeal and Isobel if your wondering who she is. she is my twins daughter she is 3.

"Mummy, daddy, please, can we go play in the park." the twins asked at the same time.

"No boy you have to stay inside today. come here" I said and pulled them into me.

"Mummy who is this" Bader asked holding up the only picture of me and Avyanna. "mummy who is this baby your holding mummy" he asked again.

"Get out of here" I yelled getting really sad.

"Who is it" he asked again I took the photo from him

"Get out of here. and never speak of this again. now leave me alone" I yelled. and they looked like they where about to cry.

"Guys you go up stairs to your room and mummy didn't mean to yell. now go" drake said and the boys nodded "What was that about" he asked.

*baders POV....*

As me and my brother walked out of the room. I stopped out side the closed door. so I could here mummy and daddy talk.

"What was that about" daddy asked. Mummy.

"They asked about Avyanna" she said who is Avyanna?, was she the baby in the picture?. she has to be.

"It's ok, they where just curious. and still are curious" he said then I heard someone coming to the door and before I could get away the door swung open. "Bader how much did you hear." my dad asked.

"Who is Avyanna" I asked.

"Come in I think it's time to tell you but you promise to never tell anyone about this until we tell you to" my dad said in his alpha comarnd. voice which means even if I want I won't be able to tell anyone. I nodded. "good, well come in here." he said and I walked in to find my mummy in tears. I can't believe I did this to her. to my own mum. I ran over to her and wrapped my arms around her neck and she hugged me back. then she pulled me into her lap so I was facing dad. "so that girl in the photo was your older sister" he said older sister where is she.

"Then why isn't she here" I asked and daddy just looked at the fall. The mummy turned my to face her.

"Well baby she was killed this day 6 years ago, on her birthday. she was 4 hour old. it was rogues" my mummy said trying to hold back the tears.

"Don't hold back the tears mummy it's ok to cry" I said to my mummy and tears started to fall from her face. I put my hand on her face. By the look on her face I could tell she blamed her self.

"I love you mummy. I know you think it's was your fault that she died but it wasn't, it was those bad bad rogues. when I get older I will make them pay for killing her" I said another tear rolled down her face. so I wiped it away. "I'm going to go to bed now, good night mummy and daddy. I won't tell anyone" I said and mummy kissed me on the head and they told me good night and I made my way up home.

As I fell asleep I had a dream

'Help me, please help me. I want my family back. help me Bader. I don't know where I am. I want my mummy's hugs again. help me it hurts the pain all through my body. I feel like all the bones In my body are breaking.'

'How can I help you'

'Don't forget about me and don't stop talking to me, because I'm all alone here. except when he come. he hurts me, beats me when I cry, wipes me when I don't eat, and stabs me when I don't give him what he wants. he said that I will give him children when I'm older. and he said that he was just letting get use to how it feels'

'You find out where you are and I'll save you'

'Thank you, I have to go he is coming'

'Bye'

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