stoned | Hyunlix

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"Felix !!" Hyunjin yelled as he watched Felix get into his car .

Felix glanced at hyunjin and ignored him as he continued to get in .

Felix could see hyunjin yelling something at him from the corner of his eye but he was inaudible through the car's glass .

All Felix had to do was just drive away and never look back . But he couldn't.

As much as he hated hyunjin , Something inside him wanted to give hyunjin a chance to speak .

"There must've been a reason. He wouldn't just play around for fun right ?" Felix asked himself as he watched the others drive away except for chris .

He replayed the feeling of when they kissed and felt the blood rush to his lips .

"Fuck it" Felix spat under his breath as he took his seatbelt off and got out of the car .

"No what are you doing . Get back in the car " chris stood in Felix's way .

"Let me just talk to him. If he's all shit I'll walk away" felix explained .

"After you already beat the shit out of him ?" chris said , his eyes asking Felix to rethink his decision .

"I'll be fine hyung" Felix said as he walked past chris .

"Fine but I'll stay here" chris yelled as he watched Felix leave.

"You don't have to" Felix yelled back without looking at him .

"But i will" chris yelled again .

Hyunjin's confused eyes watched Felix walk up to him and stand in front of him  .

"You have 5 minutes. I'm leaving after" Felix said , trying to sound cold.

"Let's get a drink ? " hyunjin said as he gently pulled Felix into the bar as he opened the door for him.

Felix seated himself as Hyunjin order vodka for them .

Weird how hyunjin knew Felix wanted vodka in the first place .

Hyunjin seated himself next to Felix and looked at him from top to bottom as he took a sip of his drink .

To be honest , hyunjin looked like a fucking mess . He had dried blood stained on his clothes and he looked like he needed fifty cold showers to get the stink of alcohol and tobacco off him . Not to mention the scars on his face as his dry pale lips . His shoes were muddy and his knuckles were sore , his hair looked like it needed a really good wash .

Felix looked away and sipped his drink , trying to hide the fact that his heart ached from seeing hyunjin this way .

"You look good" hyunjin smiled.

Felix had gone muscular and strong , a little taller than the last time hyunjin saw him . And that vulnerable quiet scared boy was now gone . Now Felix was strong independent and fearless . All thanks to chris and the members .

"You look like shit" Felix said blatantly as he raised his eyebrows to sip his drink .

"Yeah" hyunjin chuckled as he looked at his clothes .

"What's with those fancy cars tho?" Hyunjin asked .

"Oh those ? We're uh- we're street racers ...so.." Felix answered as he sucked his inner cheek .

"You're a racer !?" Hyunjin almost jumped out of his seat .

Felix forced a smile and nodded .

"That's so fucking cool lix !" Hyunjin exclaimed as he hit Felix's shoulder .

"Yeah..." Felix said , somehow getting filled up with sadness and regret because he got lucky and met good people while Hyunjin was still here in this hell . And there must've been a valid reason for him staying .

"Why ?" Felix said as he stared at his glass .

"Why didn't you come?" Felix looked at hyunjin for an answer .

"Felix i- ...." Hyunjin started .

"I- i- i wanted to come Felix . I swear . But i couldn't- i-" hyunjin's emotions that he'd been hiding up were finally erupting .

Felix leaned in further , wanting hyunjin to finish his sentence .

"Why didn't you then ?" Felix asked , the sympathy he had for hyunjin was now showing in his eyes .

"He'll kill me lix . More importantly , he'll kill you" hyunjin answered , a hint of anger in his voice .

"You're father ?" Felix asked .

"I can't go anywhere without him knowing . He has contacts everywhere . And he'll just fucking kill us both if he finds out" hyunjin said , ignoring Felix's questions .

"He's homophobic and i knew if i went with you things between us would only escalate and then he'd find out and- he-" hyunjin couldn't finish his sentence as he stopped to take a sip of his drink , the glass shaking in his hand as he sipped it , his tears falling out his eyes as he tried to hide it .

"Don't lie to me" Felix glared , making hyunjin look up at him in confusion.

"I know you get your drugs from your father. And if you came with me then you'd lose your source of ever getting your supply again . That's why you didn't leave" Felix said .

"Felix no-that's not why-" hyunjin got cut off .

"Then come with me now" Felix said .

"Felix I can't ! He will still find us and-!" Hyunjin got cut off again .

"STOP BEING A FUCKING PUSSY HYUNJIN!" Felix yelled , smacking his hand on the table .

Hyunjin was silenced. He was quiet because he knew Felix was right .

"Another vodka" hyunjin told the bartender .

Felix watched as the drink was placed in front of hyunjin. And watched as hyunjin spiked his own drink , pissing Felix off even more .

"Really?" Felix asked in anger .

Hyunjin ignored him and sipped his drink . But before he could finish, the glass was smacked out if his hand , making it drop in the floor into shatters.

Hyunjin looked at the mess on the floor and sighed as Felix got off his seat to leave but was stopped by hyunjin grabbing his wrist .

"Don't fucking touch me" Felix spat as he pulled his hand out and walked out of there .

"Felix what happened? Where is he ?" Chris asked as Felix walked past him to his car , ignoring Chris's questions .

Chan watched as Felix slammed his car door after getting in and starting his engine and turned to see if hyunjin would barge out that door . But he didn't.

Chris shrugged it off and got into his car , following Felix down the road .

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