After their session Peter and Mj dresses up cuddled and slept on the school roof. In the next morning Mj woke up because sun rays touched her face. She look next to her expecting to see a sleeping Peter but he was gone. So she leaned up sawing him sitting on the edge of the roof looking into the sunset. Mj stood up walking towards him to see him crying. "Peter why are you crying, if it was to much last night or you have a bad consciousness about it don't worry I was totally fine with it." "No Mj it's not that, that's not the reason" "Peter this is the seriousest you ever sounded and I would be lying if it wouldn't scare me." "I don't know how to explain it I just wonder sometimes was it the right choice" "What was the right choice Peter what? What answer me Peter you're scaring me what?" But Peter was already lost in thougts again. He's thinking about stranges spell that everyone forgets him. Was it the right choice? He surely could've found another way or could he. Not without many losses and big wars so was him throwing his life away better than throwing thousands of lives away in an pointless war. He thought about it but he wasn't only ruining his life. What was with the people who loved him cared about him and learned from him whom lifes he impacted. Did they never learn the skills maybe he thaught them or could they still do them but don't know how. Did happy and aunt may still date without him basically ever existing. Fucking hell is it still the same universe without his actions in the avengers and fights against the vulture and mysterio, or did he sacrifice the old one with Mj and ned and happy and all his other friends and this one was created because of his selfish actions. So much thoughts were going throuhg his head and so less answers. Mj tipped on Peters shoulder pulling him out of his thoughts back into reality "Peter are you allright spidey?" Peter stood up from the ledge hugged Mj and said "I won't leave you not again I will protect you at all costs no more selfish actions from me I promise." "Oh Peter you shouldn't make promises you can't hold" said a mysterious voice behind him...
To be continued.
