Yaku morisuke daddy issues Pt. 44

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Monday 6:00am-
I can't remember that last time I seen my father let alone talked to him. So someone tell me why this man is at my door asking me for money. Why is this 30 year old man at my god damn door begging me a 15 year old for fucking money.
"Get the fuck off of my grandmas property!" I whisper shout at him. I don't want to wake up my grandmas
"Baby girl please dad just needs a little bit of money he's in trouble don't you care about your dad" he says and I roll my eyes and scoff.
"I don't have a fucking dad! I NEVER HAD A FUCKING DAD!" I shout now getting angrier.
"Honey please dads right here all I need is 300$ go in grandmas wallet and get it for me okay" he says and I roll my eyes.
"Dude you're really starting to piss me the fuck off!" I say again
"Here. Here's my birthday money it's 50$ but it's all I have. I'm not stealing money from my grandma the woman who raised me!" I say throwing the money in his face.
"Thank you baby this will help" he says tweaking out.
"Yeah help you buy some more drugs huh" I say slamming the door shut.
Fucking asshole! I walk up the stairs with tears flowing out of my eyes.I hate you! Why did you kill my mom! Why did you leave me why couldn't you get sober you fucking asshole I hate you I hate you I HATE YOU! I walk into my room and shove my face into a pillow and scream.
"AHHHHH I WANT MY MOMMMMMM" I scream into my pillow.
My Mom died when I was 3 so I don't even know her but every single day I miss her. Grandma shows me pictures of her and tells me stories all the time but I have no memory of her. Mom was killed in an accident by my so called father. My mom was 16 at the time. Meaning she has me when she was only 13 years old. My father was 15 when they had me. Sperm donor was 18 and drunk driving with my mom in the car. He crashed into a semi after swerving into the other lane. Mom died on impact but some how my father had survived. It's not fair mom was sober she should have lived not him! I think my father was around until I was 5 years old after that he wouldn't come around anymore. But tonight of all nights he shows up at my house at 6 in the morning. Thankfully I was already up and the one to answer the door because if grandma would have seen him she might have had. Heart attack.
I snap myself out of my thoughts and start to get dressed for school. I throw on a hoodie and sweat pants and try to brush through my Knoted hair but that doesn't work. I sigh and just throw it into a messy bun. Lately I've been in a depressed slump. I haven't ate well in a week or two and I sleep whenever I can. The only thing I really do is manage the boys volleyball team. But it's more like they are my free therapy whenever I'm around those boys I feel happy and free. The second I leave tho my world goes back dark. I walk into the bathroom and start to wash my face. Getting all the dried up drool and eye boogers off my face. I grab my toothbrush and begin to brush my teeth. I look at myself in the mirror and see my red puffy eyes and the black and blue eye bags under my eyes. I sleep like all the time but these just won't go away. I push myself away from the sink and walk back into my room. I grab my bag off of my desk and walk down stairs. I quietly run down the stairs to try and not wake up grandma. I grab my phone off the counter and shove it into my pocket and open my front door and leave.

Monday 7:30am-
I reach Nekoma high and I walk to the boys volleyball gym. When I make it there I head the squeaking of shoes shuffling across the floor. I sigh and rub my eyes and then open the door.
WHACK
Great of course this would have to happen to me today of all fucking days. I just lay on the ground not even wanting to get up. I hear the boys run over to me and I just close my eyes. Play dead play dead play dead.
"DID I KILL HER" lev shouts and I wince in pain because I now have a migraine.
"You stupid Tin-headed titan" Yaku says and I assume he kicks lev cause I hear him shout ouch. I keep my eyes closed not wanting to deal with the boys.
"Get up (y/n) your not dead" I hear Yaku say and I open one eye and look at him.
"I want to be" I mumble and walk over to the bench. I sit down and hold my head.
"What did she say" I hear Kenma ask.
"I'm not sure" Kuroo says.
I continue to rub the spot where Lev hit me and a few minutes later Yaku comes back with an ice pack and Tylenol he hands me the Tylenol first and his water bottle. I look at it then at him and then back at the water bottle.
"What take the medicine damn it!" Yaku says yelling at me and I wince in pain again.
"Haa I'm sorry just take it okay" he says.
"Have you drank out of this" I say holding up the water bottle.
"Yeah why" he asks and I shrug.
"Take your damn medicine so I can hand you this cold ass Ice pack your about as dumb as lev" he says and I sigh.
"Yes daddy" I say and then throw the pills into my mouth and take a swig of his water and swallow the pills.
"Good girl... now give me my water back and take this" he says handing me the ice pack. When he calls me a good girl my heart beats ten times faster and my face heats up.
Here's the thing. I am heavily in love with Yaku. I have a hypothesis on why... and that's because... he cures my daddy issues. In this club Yaku plays the parental role he's always taking care of everyone and he's always the one to scold people and get them back on the right track. So having Yaku do all of this to me... I think I developed feelings. I'm not sure when these feelings came but all I know is that they are here now and they are here to stay.
"Hey dummy your supposed to put the Ice on your head not sit there and stare at me like a lost dog. Jeez do I have to do everything for you" he says snapping me out of my thoughts.
"Sorry Yaku-San" I say and look down. I feel my face heat up from getting caught...
but maybe that's not the reason maybe it's because I'm holding my breath so that I don't choke up and cry. I then feel my tears on my cheek. I place the ice pack on my head and continue to look down. I feel a hand rub the top of my head and I know that it's Yaku.
"Don't be sorry kid it's okay. Just be more careful okay... I'm gonna go practice now alright you sit here" he says and I nod my head.
"Look at me" he says and I shake my head no.
"Now right now!" He says in a stern voice and I look up at him with the tears dripping down my face.
"Ahh. Uh what's wrong are you hurt?" He asks and I shake my head no.
"I-I'm fine" I say and he looks at me and then looks back at the boys.
"(Y/n) Chan are you okay... do you want a hug"Kuroo says walking towards me with his arms open. I smile at him and nod. I feel him hug me tightly and rub my head.
"I-I I'm sorry for yelling at you" Yaku stutters.
"It's fine Yaku-San this isn't about you" I say whispering the last part.
"What was that honey" Kuroo says and I shake my head.
"Waaa (y/n) I'm so sorry for hitting you I LOVE YOU" lev says with tears in his eyes. I let go of Kuroo and go to hug lev.
"I am ok.." I say and squeeze him.
"WAAA SAY YOU LOVE ME TOO OR ELSE I KNOW YOURE MAD" he says now with tears falling.
"She doesn't have to say that to you" Yaku says and I sigh and shake my head.
"I love you too levypoo" I say and rub his back.
"She babies him as if we aren't all the same age" shibayama says shaking his head.
"What yama you want a hug too" I say and giggle. Shibayama looks down and then nods. I let go of lev and make my way to yama.
"Here you go yama." I say hugging him.
" you two are so short!" Lev says and we glare at him.
"Okay my turn"Inuoka says pushing shibayama away from me. He then hugs me.
"Why were you crying" he asks and I shake my head no...
"Don't want to talk about it so just hug me or let go" I say and he nods and hugs me.
"My turn!" Teshiro says pushing Inuoka.
"STOP PUSHING EACH OTHER" Yaku says yelling at the boys.
Teshiro hugs me for a bit and then let's go. I look at the other boys to see if they want hugs as well.
"Okay I'll take the next turn" Fukanaga says hugging me and I giggle.
"Don't cry honey it breaks our hearts... you can tell us what's wrong" he says but I shake my head no and he nods.
"Me" Kenma says putting his psp in Kuroos pocket and then walking over to me and wrapping his arms around me.
Kenma sways us from side to side and then let's go and turns away to sneeze.
"Your hair tickled my nose" he says and I laugh.
"COME TO YAMAMOTO!" Yamamoto says and I wince because my head still hurts.
"Ooops sorry" he says and then hugs me as well.
"Alright that's enough hugging no more... come here (y/n)" Yaku says and I nod and walk to him.
"Hug me" he says and then opens his Arms I hug him and smile as I listen to his heart beat. It's a nice and steady pace. I smile and then let go.
"Do I get to hug her or is it not allowed" Kai asks.
"Go ahead" Yaku says and then looks away. I walk to Kai and give him a hug.
After the hugs is finished I watch as the boys go to the locker room and get changed. Coach Nekomata walks in and comes over to me.
"Are the boys changing" he asks me I nod.
"What happened to your forehead kid" he asks raising his eyebrow at me.
"Lev." I say and he sighs.
"What am I going to do with that kid" he asks and I giggle.
"I don't know... punch him" I say and Nekomata laughs.
"I can't that's child abuse but maybe you can" he says and I laugh and nod.
The boys walk out and Shibayama walks over to me with Inuoka.
"Want to walk to class with us" they ask and I nod.
"Bye Nekomata" I say and wave to him and walk with the boys.

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