ʙᴜʟʟɪᴇᴅ [ɴɪ-ᴋɪ]

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nothing is better
nothing is blessed
we're all unhappy
we're all unblessed...

life is short. be happy as long as you live. you only live once...

that's what people say. but how are you supposed to be happy when your life is void? everyday feels like burden. being alive seems like a curse...

eversince the day you're born, you are expected to be the best. to fulfill everyone's expectations. expectations of your family, of the society. of your friends...

friends? why do you even need them? they are more of a problem than help. they treat you like god cause they only come to you only when they need you. only when you are useful. at the end of the day, you're the only one you've got anyways...

all alone in his world, he has no one who can care about him. no one who can love him. not like he cares either. he hates everyone around him. literally every human on earth. including himself.

looking at the mirror, all he sees is a loathsome pathetic boy of 16. he hates everything about himself. especially his insecurities...

will his life ever change for the better?