ʙᴜʟʟɪᴇᴅ [ɴɪ-ᴋɪ]

R

how could I be so stupid
to let you slip away?
i had you in my arms,
but I let you slip away.

tears rushed down his eyes. for the first time in forever he felt pain. he ran to her house, to find her, to tell her how much he loves her. he promised to tell her everything. he promised that he won't let his insecurities come in the way today. as he ran, he begged her to not leave him. he begged her to stay...

all his hopes were crushed when he saw her fragile body lying on the cold hard ground. he ran to her and daintily held her face in his hands as he begged her to open her eyes. he shrieked as he told her about his feelings that he kept hidden for so long. he told her how sorry he was and promised to never hurt her ever again. he told her how beautiful she was. that she was an angel. that he saw his world, his universe in her eyes. that he loved her unconditionally. that he only bullied her cause she was the only one he loved.