MY BABIES FATHER ( Jikook)

Play thing.

It has been three weeks since Tae hyung and I began to talk and one week us being a couple.

But not so many people know about it only few.

Including Hyungs friends and my granny.

That's it!!

And hyungs friends are really good company.

But the one thing which still a issue between me and hyung is me using the mask and hoodies.

Till now he never saw my face.

But we have every now and then hold hands and things like that.

But nothing else than that.

We are now in Hyungs friends home.

Celebrating jack Hyungs birth day. And here I'm practically glued to a drunken Tae and others.

" Min let's go to the room shall we?". He asked me taking my waist in his hands.

I look at his eyes shyly.

Room?

Did I heard it wrong?!

" Room? ". I asked him looking at others who have there eyes at us.

" Ahh I'm dizzy baby come on". He pouted his lips making me groan.

He sure is clingy but cute.

I bowed at hyungs and take him to the room supporting him.

He is huge god.

I opened one of the door and let hyung lay on bed.

I was going to downstairs but hyung yanked my arm making me stumble and fall on Hyungs body making me gasp.

But he began to hold my body and kiss my neck making me uncomfortable.

" Hyung.......what are you doing?". I asked him somewhat scared of his new attitude.

" Ahh...come on babe let me fuck you good". He licked my ear making me cry louder.

And that's all I remember and the next time I woke up it was morning and cold alone in bed, naked with bruises all over my body and pain.

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I cried my eyes and heart out when I reach my house.

I was thankful that I was alone at home.

My lower region hurt like really hurt and some white content was oozing out from my bottom along with blood.

But all I could do was cry and cry louder.

There was no one at my side.

To hear me.

To hold me.

To make this pain go away.

I laid there in bathroom.

Crying, holding my self in a ball.

Praying to god that let this  be a nightmare.

But sadly I know deep down it's not nightmare it's real. Real like sun and moon.

It was real I lost my purity to my so called boyfriend.

Do he really loved me? Or was he into this kind of role play? I don't have answers.

But he don't call me or have texted me.

My phone show no new texts of " honey🐅".

It was like I was a plaything to him.

Wasn't it?

What that hurt more was not that he ignored me like a plague.

But him leaving me at some ones else house naked.

Some other man could have come and do anything that they liked to me and my naked body.

That was what more more that hurt.

With no single good bye.

With no proper conversation.

He never even asked me for break up,.

But it's not like I will let him go, I would have beg him asking to not let me go.

Would have make it more complicated rather it's now.