Miya onigiri || Miya Twins angst fic

Quiet talks

Miya Osamu

6:26am 21st March

Cold wind danced around him as he walked, his breath appearing infront of him white, and husky. Atsumu had left early for practice, and that's where osamu was headed now

After awhile of pondering, he had decided it would be best to back away from volleyball, atleast for a little bit, the strain would be to much for him to bare. And as painful as it would be to sit back, and watch his team and twin soar and thrive he knew that his health should come first

A smile grew on his face as he closed in on the school, soft squeaking of shoes reverberating from the gym. He picked up his pace lightly, eager to watch the team at practice

He finally reached the gym, slipping inside and gaping at the players. Atsumu was setting for some spikes, and Kita was talking to the coach. He drew a quick breath, stepping towards the pair deep in conversation

He stood awkwardly off the side so as not to invade their conversation as he waited patiently to be noticed, little did he know he had been noticed just not by the coach and Kita. Suna stood off to the side, rubbing his forehead with a towel as he watched the fellow second year stand awkwardly in the corner

Suna pondered talking to him, eventually deciding against instead choosing to bother him later, where he would be less awkward hopefully. So he returned to the task at hand.

"Aran, when's our next practice match?" Suna said softly, so only Aran could hear him. Aran pondered this for a moment, shifting his stance before finally speaking again

"I'm not sure? Maybe next week" he said, voice almost as quiet as suna's

Suna nodded in response, gaze still fixed on Osamu, who had finally been noticed

"Ah! Osamu" the coach said, a small, sincere smile rested on his face, whilst Kita was left still unchanged

Osamu just nodded to the coach and Kita, stepping forward to close the conversation a bit. The squeaking of shoes was still prominent behind the group, but to Osamu, Suna's worried gaze was the only thing he could pick up as he glanced around the gym once more

"So, how should we handle this? Are you just going to take a term or few off?" Kita asked, genuine worry etched into the sides of his voice

Osamu shook his head, smile slowly fading, "I'm going to partially quit until further notice. My doctors are unsure how long this might last but they did say it could be lifelong"

Atsumu stopped in the background, hearing words Osamu hadnt even said to him. His arms were frozen in air, and the ball was left to bounce, rolling away as the prepared spiker stood, shocked as well, but rather to Atsumus reaction.

Ofcourse Osamu noticed his reaction, he even flinched as the ball bounced but he continued, "I do want to return don't get me wrong, but I might not be able too"

The coach nodded, Kita frowned. Though Osamu took no notice to Kita's reaction he still pondered wether it was because of his choice of because it might be lifelong

Finally, Kita nodded and a smile found its way onto his face. It was sweet, soft even and very rare. Osamu smiled back an equally warm but less rare smile

"If you want to watch your welcome too but if not it might do you some good to get ready for class" said coach, as he began to walk away. Osamu nodded, knowing full well he was going to stay

He slipped towards the benches, head hung low to avoid attention. But Suna's eyes remained trained on him. This ofcourse, meant that because Osamu wasn't paying attention, he missed when Suna swiftly slipped into his path

They collided with a soft thud, Suna stepping backwards lightly to keep balance while osamu just fell over, landing on his ass with and "oof"

Suna snickered lightly, before leaning down to the confused a second year. His eyes were soft and welcoming, as he stared deep into Osamu's equally soft eyes

Osamu smiled at him, apologising before accepting Suna's newly outstretched hand

"Sorry, I wasn't paying attention" he said, met with a sheepish grin. Osamu frowned, "what? Did I do something?"

Suna just chuckled, shaking his head and turning to walk away. Confusion knitted itself into Osamu's brows as he continued to the bench

The fuck was that about?? Am I missing something Thought Osamu, as his mind buzzed with curiosity. His eyes began to follow the fellow second year, as he slipped back into the practice

His eyes traced him, as the latter practiced his blocking for the spikers, and ran around the court, pure focus seemingly blended into his muscles and bone structure. It had never occurred to Osamu, how much work Suna actually put into everything related to volleyball. This ofcourse included his practice, and teamwork. Despite his odd obsession with catching embarrassing photos and videos of his teammates, Suna showed real care and compassion for the team

A smile etched its way onto Osamu's solemn face, as he watched the team play. Volleyball had its way of finding you, and dragging you in. It was odd, it had seemed no one could break through its strong grip but many had. Not his team atleast, they were strong and true. And they worked to soar, to be the best of the best even though they were merely in highschool. It made his heart lurch, as he realised he may never join his brother, or even his team at playing the sport that brought him so much joy

A loud ringing interrupted his thoughts, and he quickly scurried away before the team Began packing up. Who knows, maybe Kita would keep him back to help. Lord knows he could, and probably really wanted to.

The hallways were buzzing, but they weren't nearly as busy as the breaks. Many students arrived early to their classes so as best the noise of the halls. Despite this, the school was still considerably large, which of course still meant crowding and back bending noise as he slipped towards his class

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A/N
Only 1040 words sorry-
I'm so so so sorry this took so long, I've been dealing with some crazy shit but it's out!! Again sorry if it's not accurate, I made it best I could

My Easter holidays have just started so I should be able to do a lot of writing in these two weeks, but I am going on holiday for a few days tomorrow

Anyways enjoy this shit :)