I go from ship to ship
looking for someone to love
I search for you in all
the damage
I've become the battlefield you left me onI go from person to person
admiring every sun
but nightfall comes
and its just me and the moonI can admit I can't blame you
but I hope you know
I hope you saw I really loved youI know you're selfish
I can almost see your face in every mirror
way back before I lost her
and I left you just the sameI go from hurt to hurt
each cut another stain on my resumé
another soul I've loved and leeched
or savedI see things I am not supposed to
at my early age
one day I'll make a real differenceand one day I'll be saved
and my soul will find its place
in the choir on your stage
and I'll sing
I'll chant your name
and I'll know from whence I cameright now there's too much hate
all I got was silence
when I cried your Holy name
and I know
and you know
I can't forgive
so take back all you've given me
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