I'm tired of the love from a distance.
so far you barely know me
and I know you can't hear me
because when I cried out your name
you couldn't find your way
why don't I care?
why can I watch people suffer and feel nothing
how do I come to terms with death every night and worse, every rollercoaster ride
I used to have so much to say
so much to give
so many thoughts and words and musings
now im empty and quiet.
an abandoned home
I love, and love and love and love
and when in no longer allowed to love
what is left for me to do?
he told me I fall in love too easily
and it's a prayer every time
please, God, love me back.
