can I hold onto you with my eyes open
can I learn to love with my heart closed
it seems yesterday we were so close
now you're another I can't know
stranger to my flesh
a worm eating through me
once a false god in my hands
now an idol in my head
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my first rose
can I hold onto you with my eyes open
can I learn to love with my heart closed
it seems yesterday we were so close
now you're another I can't know
stranger to my flesh
a worm eating through me
once a false god in my hands
now an idol in my head