You made me feel alive, you made me feel heaven, you made me feel butterflies, you made me feel hell, you made me feel my blood, sweat, and tears, you made me feel, pain and sorrow, you made me feel guilty, you made feel happiness, you made me feel...
Many things happened and it made her heart ache, she lost the person she loved the most and now she felt weak all thanks to her,she betrayed her, she loved him and now she lost him because of that snake.
She felt a part of her was gone.. For good. She knew that maybe it was all her fault, but... she still has this very heavy feeling in heart, like It's weighing her down. She couldn't help but cry, she felt like she couldn't stop the tears from falling.
"I love you and I can't forget you..." she just can't forget that night.
"I should've told you I loved you that night, but I didn't want to seem too easy" she thought to herself
"if I did... will it would have been different?'' she said to the moon.
Without him she felt like a piece of her was missing... without him she felt alone... without him she's falling... without him she's numb...without him... she's nothing...
A song plays in the background as it makes her heart melt, she looks at her reflection in the mirror, her memories coming back to her....
She can't help but let her shallow tears fall. She just wished he was right here right now, hugging her small figure, kissing her softly...but... it's all over.
"why ... why did I have to lose you this way" she felt her body numb and she felt like she lost the love of her life... for good...
There was nothing more in this world that she wanted but him, his delicate soft skin , his beautiful brown eyes, his kissable lips that needed to be touched and kissed. She never in her life has ever found someone so perfect, someone so beautiful, someone who can make her numb and in pain. She was in love.
She found heaven when she was with him, she hate to admit it but he was just so Devine or is it the wine, that made her go hazy. The smoke surrounded her as she closed her eyes, her tears fell and fell as her makeup was ruined, but somewhat she still looked beautiful.
The song in the background made her mind go hazy , all her memories were coming back to her, and she loved every bit of it.
She opens her eyes , staring at her reflection, the purple lights that filled up the room, the pills thrown on the bathroom floor, rose petals on the bathtub, whisky over ice , the boy drove her insane , taking the pills so she can die over love.
"I can't have you , so why not just poison myself , instead of you trying to poison me Ares Sanchez." She said taking the shot of tequila in one go. She inhaled the toxic air as she wiped her tears.
"I love you dearly , and no matter how much things I do to forget you, it will always be you I think about so for you grace I take this shot so that I can feel your pain and sins" she took the shot and slammed the glass on the bathroom sink , she looked in the mirror and wrote on the mirror with red lipstick .
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