"because of you, i forgot the pain i had with hyunjin, i have moved on and got healed, its all because of you"
"if you weren't there, if i didn't meet you, i don't know what to do and where i am now" jisung said
"im sorry jisung if i can't like you back, if your feelings were not reciprocated like minho hyung" seungmin apologize genuinely, its his second time in a row not reciprocating someone's feelings
"its okay, i already expect it, besides i told myself nothing will change between us, that ill stay as your friend, cuz that's what we're really meant for" jisung said
"but wait- did you just said minho hyung?" he quickly asked, seungmin nodded in respond
"did he confessed to you, too?" another question, seungmin nodded with a sigh of regret for hurting minho's feeling
"so, you're the person he was talking about when i asked him to go out"
"when you guys went to the amusement park?" seungmin asked
"before we go to the amusement park, here at the cafe shop, i asked him about you, because you know, i like you, then i asked him the same and he told me he likes someone and its one of our friends" jisung then tilt his head
"and it was you? why i haven't think of that? would you believe this seungmin?" jisung laughed and so seungmin
"where you heading though?"
"to hyunjin, i promised him that ill go with him somewhere else" seungmin sighed
"don't worry, i texted him already that you'll be late for a few minutes, he'll understand that" jisung reassured
seungmin then asked the squirrel boy in front of him about the reconciliation between him and hyunjin
"about that, i need your help, we're both an architecture student but we can't find time to reconciled, to have a good closure"
"i got it, ill just tell you when" seungmin returned the assurance
on the other side, changbin, felix, chan and jeongin decided to take minho back to their apartment
"why'd you not tell him before?" felix asked
"because im waiting for the right time to tell him what i feel"
"you know minho, there's no exact 'RIGHT TIME' with everything, its all about risking" chan said as he butt in
"what do you mean, hyung?"
"what im trying to convey is, you didn't chose risk, instead you chose to pile up everything until it all collapsed in one snapped"
"i get what chan hyung is saying,,,, look, i may be a broken korean but, instead of waiting for the right timing, you should've just choose to risk of telling seungmin your feelings to him back then"
"because just like what he said, he likes you before and it faded out and now its no more, because he didn't chose to risk your friendship....." felix trailed
"he's out of words, so let me continue- and you didn't chose to risk either and it ended up one of the two of you being hurt, you piled up the chances that was waiting for you before and now it collapsed in one snapped" jeongin said
the older started sobbing again, he's not mad nor holding grudges to seungmin neither to hyunjin, he's upset of himself for not doing the risk
he let out the chances that was waiting for him before, that is no longer there now
"i know seungmin well, he will ignore me"
"yes he would" jisung suddenly butt in
changbin, jeongin, felix, and minho were shocked, chan is the most surprised one among the others
"but everything takes time, give yourself some space and so seungmin to think and have reflection, then you'll both be back in what you two really belong" he continued
"when did you-" felix asked
"i've been here since minho hyung started crying, quietly listening to him while taking off my shoes"
"but how'd you know we're talking about seungmin?" chan asked
"i just had a confession with him earlier, just like minho hyung, my feelings weren't reciprocated, the difference is i accept my fate in advance, that i keep in mind nothing will change between me and seungmin"
the squirrel boy sat next to minho and gave him comforting words that he feels it would help the older calm
"seungmin is not mad at you hyung, okay? both of you needs time and space to process everything, since you're both long time bestfriend, and not wanting to change everything, right?" jisung said which minho nodded in respond
its true, jisung has point of saying those, this made minho feels better way than before, thanks to the younger's words
"jisung, aren't you going with..." they all found jisung and minho lying next to each other, sleeping
"am i just the only one?"
"what're you talking about, innie?"
"seeing minho hyung and jisung hyung has great chemistry together?" the youngest said
"oh yeah, they do have, look guys" felix agreed
"just let them rest, especially minho, everything will be fine" chan ordered then all of them went out of the room, leaving the two sleeping peacefully
seungmin has finally arrived, he's a little late due to the event that happened earlier
"what's with the the face seung? you okay?" hyunjin asked in concern
"lets go now, ill tell you everything once we get there" seungmin said that is obeyed by hyunjin
while waiting for the green light, hyunjin glances at seungmin who's staring at the window, seems like zoning out
"hey doggy, are you sure you okay?" he asked once again, checking seungmin's temperature
"ya~ i don't have fever okay, its just.... what happened earlier still bothers me, i can't even process my own shits"
"red light, green light swag~ bye or wassup man~ lets go to the nearby convenience store, i want some snacks" hyunjin said as he drove off his car the moment the traffic light changed
"seung? arf arf!" seungmin shift his gaze to hyunjin
"hmm?" he respond
"we're here, come with me" seungmin then gripped to the boy's sweater
hyunjin is bothered of seungmin's state, he can't stay still due to his concern, and what he's worried the most is what happened to him?
the only way he could think of to destruct the boy from zoning out is asking him tons of nonsense question about the snacks he's picking up
"should i or not?" he asked for nth times
"hyunnnjiiiin~~~ aAAaaaAahHH what's your trip?" seungmin whined while smiling
hyunjin enlightened to see the boy finally smile, thanks to his dumb side, he used it with sense- he made seungmin out of his zoning out
after buying all sorts of snacks they are craving of, they go back to the car while munching some
"americano~ chowa~ chowa~ chowa~" hyunjin sang which seungmin made a face
"i think that's my...." the boy became speechless the moment hyunjin sipped on seungmin's iced americano
"well, its fine, you won't do harm anyways" he said while shrugging his shoulders
both of them munching their burgers, having a bite before going back to the road for another ride- this time, hyunjin slowly drive as what seungmin's been wanting before
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He's Not My Boyfriend || 2MIN
Fanfictionl.mh x k. sm story "It's fine, just be happy with what makes you happy the most" "I thought you'll listen, but I guess you're right"
