Back in time (A One Direction fanfic) One Direction X Reader

Angel in a Dark room

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Y/n was pulled into the dark room when she was young. Exactly 12 day's after her 16th birthday.

Well...

She was supposed get pulled in.

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In heaven, (and yes you were all right and some what wrong about the after life) there was a mistake. When Y/n was 16 years and 12 day's old she died. She got hit by a school bus on the way to school. She had missed the bus and had to ride her bike to school. Long story short she made a turn around a corner but never stopped and the bus didn't see her until it was to late...

As she was trying to figure out what happened. She didn't realize she had died until she turned around and saw herself on the pavement. She saw herself and cried a little, Emily had gotten off the bus and saw what had happened, she broke down crying. Terrified of what had happened she called her mom and demanded she be picked up.

Then, just as Y/n was starting to wish she could go back in time and just wake up on time to make the bus it went black. Y/n got pulled into a black room that went on forever in all ways, a space.

For what felt like years, and what probably was she romed around. Scared of what else could be in there she didn't say a word. She thought she was in Hell. That it must not be a fire shit hole or death on a constant loop, which never made sense to her from the start. It was dark and lonely, until it wasn't.

"Hello?"

I looked around, but nothing.

"Oi! Anyone there?"

I went towards the voice, one that sounded oddly familiar. I couldn't put a name or face to the voice. I had really been in a empty dark hell so long that I felt I had might have gone insane.

"Haz!? Liam!?"

I ended up sitting on the ground, I focused on my voice. I hadn't used it in a while I forgot how. But I focused and finally got a word out "Hello?!"

"Who's there!"

I heard the foot steps, someone was coming. He had a surrounding light. He was quite literally glowing. Scary to know that it wasn't just a dark surrounding me but an infinite nothingness. "Hello, why are you on the floor love? Here take my hand and let's get you up." He held out his hand and pulled me to my feet. "What's your name?" I looked at his face, his eyes were so familiar Calming evening. "I-    my-      y/n" I struggled  to speak. He looked around "where are we?" Now that I had a answer for "time" suddenly everything came to me, I knew everything. The past the present and all the possibilities of the future. I had all the answers. "Louie Tomlinson" he looked at me and smiled "ah, are you a fan" I turned around and started walking "I think... No I know I was."

I suddenly knew what to do "where are you going?" He tried to follow "stay there!" When I got a safe distance away I turned my light energy that I could feel around me and turned it into what I was seeing. I turned it into film that I could watch. I saw everything. Including what he was able to do. What I was also able to do.

When the film was floating around me Louie when threw and found me in the middle. I was watching my last birthday, it wasn't how I remembered tho.

I remembered a boarding normal birthday with cleaning and music and then cake with a present. But this was something new. This showed me a fun and life changing day. I had gotten a text from a unknown number and we'll... You know the rest.

"What is this?" Louie looked at all the moments in the film. He saw his own memories and then moments of the future. He also saw how they happened in other realities, what could have happened.

We ended up talking about everything. I told him how I was stuck. I didn't even know I could do this until today.

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A few years had gone by I did all I could but I couldn't stop the inevitable. The band split and we all have solo albums and some have kids. I'm still very close with everyone. I babysat Bear just the other day. When they came home I did make Liam help Bear and I make cookies for Santa. Of course they all were eaten anyways but it's ok, Christmas isn't for another few days. I have to leave L.A tonight so I told Laim to make sure they remake those cookies and I gave him my presents for Bear. Obviously more than one because I'm trying to win the award for world's best God mother. I also gave him presents for him and his family. His parents will be in for Christmas tomorrow, sadly I'll miss their visit but I'll see them at Bears next birthday.

I gave my hugs and said my goodbyes before I got on the plane. I was going back to London to see Ms. Anne and Gemma for a few days. Harry will be there (obviously) but I'll be gone before then. Louie will be in town while he's here, tho Elenore said he's going to be staying with her and her parents and they don't like havening more guests than needed. Tho I'll also be visiting the Tomlinson family home. They'll be spending the holidays together at their childhood home. I'll be stopping by for a little before I leave. I have presents for everyone and one to leave for Louie.

After I leave London I'll fly to Ireland to visit Niall and his family. I'll leave my gift's and spend some time with Niall before I leave that same day and fly back to L.A to Visit Zayn and his little family. Then I'll go to my hometown to spend Christmas with Emma and her new husband.

When I got to Anne's house I got out the car and ran to give her a hug. She's always been like a mom to me but all the one direction moms have stepped up for me. They really do care a lot about all of us and you can tell that they all just want us to be happy. Even Ms. Johannah Deakin was a amazing mom to me. It hurt me so much when she passed I can't even imagine how Louie felt. He's been doing so much better but he worked really hard to get how he is now.

When I walked in to give Gemma a hug I was surprised by another guest "Harry?" I smiled as he jumped from the couch to give me a hug. I haven't been able to see much of him with his tours and everything going on. "I've missed you, how have a been" I smiled "I've been great, I just was in L.A and saw Bear for the first time in months" he came out to help with my bags "yeah? How is he?" I smiled "He's grate, he's gotten so big. He's a handsome little devil too." Harry laughed "He's going to be a ladies man just like his Uncle Harry." I laughed at his comment " how's Emma, I heard she has a kid now." I nodded " her and Kendall got married and they had a little girl last spring." We carried my bags up to Harry's old room. "Wait if your home where is everyone sleeping?"

The plan was for Gemma to be in her room and for me to be in Harry's room and for Harry to be in the couch. I'll be here for three days so I offered to sleep on the couch but Harry insisted against it. I felt it was pointless to disagree with him.

I put all their presents under the tree in they're living room. Harry had pulled out his old gaming console "you wanna play?" I remember playing with the boys as teens "I'm going to need a drink if I'm going to play with you again" he laughed and held out a bottle of bourbon "way ahead of you"

When we were locked up in hotel rooms we would turn everything into a drinking game. It was our favorite pass time. I like it because when they go druck they would get progressively worse as I got better. So it was like leveling the playing field for me.

A moment for those we lost. For those who were lost some time ago. You live in our memories. For those we lost recently. You live in our hearts. For those we lost to soon. I'm sorry. For those we will lose. Give us something to remember you by so you too can live forever.