Back in time (A One Direction fanfic) One Direction X Reader

To America

⚠️ WARNING ⚠️
MATURE CONCEPTS

During our last day in England the guys got drunk. I told them I wouldn't be joining in the party since I am american and I feel I should wait until I'm 21. Yes it's legal for me to drink in England but I just feel I should wait.

Harry and Louie had a small argument and then Louie went outside with Zayn and Harry came to our room. I only heard bits and pieces, something about Louie braking up with Eleanor. Harry was obviously drunk out of his mind and he clearly wasn't thinking straight.

"Baaabe, are you in here?" Harry walked in, it was dark since I was planning on going to bed. "Yeah, I'm in her love" he took off his shirt and threw it over to the corner of the room. He wrapped his arms around my waist and laid his head on my stomach. "Baaabe, can you play with my hair." I smiled and played with his hair, he's kinda cute when he's like this. Usually if he wanted me to play with his hair he'd lay on my stomach and make weird noises. Or he'd put my hand on his head until I started playing with it.

"You won't leave me for Louie, right?" Leave him for Louie, where did he get that idea. "No, I wouldn't leave you. Don't think things like that." Harry ended up falling asleep on me.

The next day all the guys had hangovers, luckily we don't have a show until next week. The airplane ride killed them tho. When we finally landed we went to the hotel and got everything settled. We'd have a tour bus by the time we have the first show next week. Harry and I shared a room, we were the only ones not on the top floor. We were on the floor directly below it but there was no one else on the floor so we had the whole place to ourselves.

"Hey Y/n" Harry had just came from talking to Louie, I told him he should go make up with him. "Yeah, what's up?" He sat down on the end of the bed. "I was wondering, don't you think it's kinda weird that we've been dating for almost a year and we still haven't... Well, had sex"

"Not really, your only 18 and I'm only 17." He scratched the back of his head "well yeah but, I just think we should take the next step in our relationship."

"Harry, we already live together. We spend more time together than any other couple in the world."

"Exactly, so why not take that last step"

Last step? What does he mean last step. What is he trying to say. "Harry, I'm just not ready for it yet."

" Why aren't you ready? We can work on it together."

"I don't want to take the last step, I don't want there to be a last step." I got up and went out the room. I went up to the next floor and knocked on one of the doors. Zayn answered "hey Y/n, what's wrong?" He let me into his room. I told him what had happened, he listened and helped me out. He told me I could stay in his room tonight. I didn't talk to Harry much the next morning.

5 day's before the show Harry went out with Louie to a Taylor Swift consert. I stayed in Liam's room talking to Ed. When they got back Louie came into the room and looked at me, he looked a little upset. "I'm really sorry Y/n. I tried to tell him to rethink about it but his mind was set." I was extremely confused "What are you going on about mate, spit it out" Liam was playing videogames. "Shut it Liam, I'm not talking to you." He looked back at me. "Harry had a few drinks, and we were invited to go back stage to meet Taylor. There in his room now, he sent me up to brake up with you."

He couldn't get me into bed so he got with another girl? Right fine, two can play that game asshole. "Louie, can I talk to you in your room for a little while?" I stood and walked past him into the hallway. "Um, yeah sure."