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We were all sat at a table waiting for Rami Yacoub, the guy who wrote our first album. I was next to Louie who was next to Niall who was sitting next to Zyan and Liam. Harry was at the other end of all the guys, this was done to separate Harry from me. I think Louie knows that I still have feelings for Harry, I also think I'm starting to brake there friendship. I don't want to be what breaks up the band. Especially because that's not supposed to happen for another couple of years.
Harry was writing in a note book, his hair was pushed back in a black bandanna. Louie was half asleep and leaning against my shoulder, he was adorable.
Harry and I have a more complicated history, but Louie and I also have a history. I've known these two long enough to say that they are both definitely amazing people. I just don't know what to do. Louie has yet to hurt me, and Harry only wanted what I wasn't ready for. Even tho it's over I still wear the necklace, I keep it tucked under my shirt so Harry can't see it.
I asked Emily if she knew that the whole thing with Harry was going to happen. She said yeah, it's one of the '1D conspiracies' which is kinda cool I guess. Fans can be so interesting, at times even surprising. Emily showed me a video made a week after Harry and I broke up of how we acted, they based there theories on things like this.
Rami Yacoub had walked in with a bunch of demo's and a notebook. "Hey guys, I got some song for you too listen to." There was a CD player in the corner of the table, right on front of Harry. We listened to a bunch of demo's, even had a few comments with the wording of the lyrics. In the end we chose a few and started writing a few more.
At the end of the day, it had gotten really dark. Harry went to talk to Rami, he handed him his notebook. The rest of us left, Louie drove us home and we stopped by the store for some food for dinner. We've decided that when we're home that we'll try to cook more then we eat fast food. Just so we have that skill, plus I'm kinda scared I'll get fat. I mean if I do I still have a couple of wishes left.
Louie and I went shopping and only got noticed once by the cashier. Then we went home a made dinner for us. Steve was coming over to have dinner with us tomorrow so we also got everything ready for dinner tomorrow and put that in the fridge.
After dinner Louie and I cleaned up the kitchen and dining room. That's when there was a knock on the front door. "Who's come knocking at this time of night?" Louie put the last dish in the dishwasher and went to see who it was. I had finished wiping down the counters so I followed closely behind. He opened the door and Eleanor jumped up to hug him, yelling "LOUIE". He stepped back a little making her let go. "What in bloody hell are you doing?" Louie walked over to me, I grabbed his hand to show her we were together. She didn't like it, I didn't think she would. "What the fuck is this? Let go of my boyfriend you bitch!" Louie took a step infront of me, still holding my hand. What did she mean by boyfriend? " You need to leave, I'm not your boyfriend. You broke up with me because I wouldn't leave the band. Then I found someone new, someone better." He looked at me and smiled.
Wanted kissed him, that was the nicest thing I've ever heard anyone say about me. But if I kissed him now Eleanor would probably try and kill me. "She's not better, you don't even know her." Eleanor was now yelling "I know her enough to know she'd never make me choose between her or the band. I'm happy, let me be happy." Eleanor got offended "what are you saying, are you saying you weren't happy with me? Also you don't know her, why haven't you ever seen or met anyone from her past. No one knows anything about her from before the X-factor except that Emily girl that she's always in the phone with. Who no one has ever met in person. She's hidding something from everyone, can't you see that!?" Louie let go of my hand and steped twords her. "She's not hiding anything, I know all I need to know about her. Also we haven't met anyone from her past because they're all in the states and when we were in the states we were on tour. We were only in Charlotte for a few hours, her family and friends couldn't have made the trip."
When Eleanor finally left Louie and I went to bed. I couldn't sleep, Eleanor was right about everything. I am hidding the fact that I don't belong here, I'm not supposed to live this amazing and successful life. I'm hidding the fact that I wished myself into there lives. I have four wishes left, I could wish that they had forgotten me and go home. I don't want to do that though. I need to tell them at some point.
I texted Emily to see what she thought.
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Not KarenHey
Hey, what's up
Haven't heard from you in a while.
Yeah sorry
I've been super busy
Lol ik
Eleanor came to the apartment
ooooo tea
What happened tell me everything
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I texted her and told her everything, even that I was thinking of having them forget me.
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Girl, honestly it's your call
Nobody can make that decision for you.
Ik, but what would you do
I would stay there, and if you
wanna come back I'll be here waitingDo you think Eleanor knows
Nah, it'd be to crazy
And if she did, no one would believe
her anywayYeah, ig your right.
Ik I'm right
Anyway I gtg, mom is calling
me for dinnerIght, night lady
Night B
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I put in phone on the charger and went to sleep. I had a nightmare about the guys, specifically about Harry and Louie.
They hated me, thought I was a discussing creep.
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