Kiss me

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🌹April 13th🌹

I officially hate management, as if I didn't already. They decided that they should choose the world's shortest purple dress and that Harry and I should have an argument. They want Ed to stop Harry and I from an argument and play my knight in shining armor. Not to mention they are making Harry wair the cutest outfit I've ever seen, how can I argue with with a guy with that face wairing an outfit that I'd love to see him wair out on a date with me.

Harry was being more lovey dovey this morning than usual. I'm not complaining, it was actually kinda cute.

This morning he was so cuddly, and when I asked him to go get ready for the horrible afternoon we had planned for us he didn't even whine about it. He didn't tease me or mess with me this morning, and when I had to change into that short purple dress all he did was tell me I was beautiful and hugged me from behind.

I didn't say anything, not that normal Harry isn't the best boyfriend I could ever imagine but I am going to enjoy every second of sweet, adorable, Haz.

On the car ride to a random street corner that had plenty of street cameras and teenagers on there way from a cupcake shop Harry held my hand the whole time. I think he knew how nervous and worried I was about this, I think he was just as worried as I was.

We were given the rundown on what to do and say. We were to start acting like we were just friends in a argument  as soon as the car stopped. Ed would be standing by the window of the corner shop on his phone waiting to hear me say

'Harry, just leave me alone'

I got out the car and stood with Harry in the middle of a crowd, we started to argue about needing to be left alone "Harry, just leave me alone" he tried to put his hand on my shoulder "We just need to talk"

Then Ed put his phone in this pocket and took Harry's hand off of me "I think she wants to be left alone." I wasn't supposed to say anything for the rest of the argument. Eventually ed took me to a different car and Harry got back into the one we arrived in. They drove us to the hotel where I was supposed to act like I was crying with Ed helping me to my room.

About an hour later Harry's car arrived, Ed and I had sat in silence the whole time. It was awkward until Harry got into the room.  When he came inside I grabbed my change of clothes and went into the bathroom to change.

Not saying Ed would have done anything, I've just been extra careful since the whole thing at the contestants house a year and half ago. It's gotten better, for a week after the whole thing happened I wouldn't go anywhere without at least two of the guys with me and I wouldn't take a shower or change without one of them standing by the door talking to me the whole time. Harry and Ed talked while I changed into my normal clothes.

When I walked out I was wairing my white ripped jeans and black hoodie with a red t-shirt. It was something I would wair preforming or just out in public. I feel like people will think something is wrong when they see I was out in a dress, a short dress at that.

Harry and Ed talked about boundaries and after we all had a nice talk. I think Harry actually likes Ed but doesn't want to say it out loud, Ed is my fake boyfriend after all.

When Ed left I feel like Harry was in a better mood. He was back to his old self, I think knowing that Ed will respect him and the boundaries Harry made extremely clear helped. I give it a week before I come home to Harry playing Mario karts with Ed on the couch.

🌹April 14th🌹

I was reading something online when Harry jumped on the bed. "We are going out" I smiled and put my phone down "No we are not" Harry's smile turned into a pouty face "what! why not?" This boy has forgotten we can not go into public together. " Hazza, we are suppose to be arguing"

Harry got up and grabbed two of his hoodies from his suitcase, "well we are not going out into public" he threw one to me " we are going out into the roof, the Stars are beautiful"

He took us to the top of the building, it was beautiful. Harry and I stood together and stared at the sky. "Hey Y/n, can I ask you something" Harry grabbed my hand "yeah, of course" I turned to him and looked him in the eyes, his beautiful green eyes. "When you were in the bathroom changing, Ed and I were talking, about what they expect out of your fake relationship. They were talking to Ed about the two of you kissing, to make the whole thing more believable." I looked at the ground "oh, I didn't know that they wanted us to do that" Harry kissed the top of my head, I looked back up at him. " I wanted to ask you." He looked at the ground "If you would let me kiss you. I know it's not how you imagined it, you wanted your first kiss to be memorable and a in the moment thing but I don't want someone else to be your first kiss. I know I shouldn't care about it, it's just a kiss and you'll have hundreds after but I want to be the first, so I was wondering if i-" I cut him off "Harry" he looked me in the eye "kiss me" he smiled and moved a peace of my hair from out my face and kissed me.

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