Keep it quiet

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by EAQUEEN1

by EAQUEEN1

Safiya pov
I got out the hospital and walk home myself. Nafeeza and and I live with each other. So I open the door quietly walk to my room. I take a selfie of me caption it: I'm so tired of being alone💎😢😭😪😔💎. Shawn came up. " hey you " he said. " hey Shawn" I said smiled. Im smiling to myself not for him. He might lie and hurt me again why does he. He said I was pretty. " want to go on a second date" he said. " sure " I said. He walk up to me and hug me. " tonight, dress, me, you ok princess " he said. I smile. " nap with me" i said. He lays down by me. I whisper a song.
Yes, I do, I believe
That one day I will be
Where I was right there
Right next to you

And it's hard
The days just seems so dark
The moon, the stars
Are nothing without you

Your touch, your skin
Where do I begin?
No words can explain
The way I'm missing you

Deny this emptiness
This hole that I'm inside
These tears
They tell their own story

Told me not to cry when you were gone
But the feeling's overwhelming, it's much too strong

Can I lay by your side?
Next to you, you
And make sure you're alright
I'll take care of you
I don't want to be here if I can't be with you tonight

I'm reaching out to you
Can you hear my call?
This hurt that I've been through
I'm missing you, missing you like crazy

[this verse only at album version:]
You told me not to cry when you were gone
But the feeling's overwhelming, it's much too strong

Can I lay by your side?
Next to you, you
And make sure you're alright
I'll take care of you
I don't want to be here if I can't be with you tonight

Lay me down tonight
Lay me by your side
Lay me down tonight
Lay me by your side
Can I lay by your side?
Next to you
You
" wow you sing amazingly true talent " Shawn said and then kiss me.
--few hours later--
I dress in a short glitter gold dress with gold heels. " wow your girlfriend hot " Taylor said out loud. We all laugh. We went to a restaurant with dancing and food. Me and Shawn sat together and Katy Taylor and Nafeeza Nash sat together. The some girls asked if Shawn Nash and Taylor can dance with them. The did till one kiss Shawn I'm done. " I need to go to the bathroom " I said and take my heels off and walk home I'm not going to cry. I tweet: Safiya_Adan: wish I was happy like other girls I want to burst open and collapse on the ground. I change to a tank and sweats to sleep.
Nafeeza pov
My phone tweeted and I got a tweet and it was from Safiya. I froze and look at Katy. I call Safiya again and again. I look at Shawn and see he a kiss a girl. " Shawn look at my phone and you kiss this slut" I said. " it for a pic" the girl hiss. " hey I want you to know that he has a girlfriend that has suicidal thoughts so tone your impolite ass to mute" I said.then Safiya text me.
S: I'm sleeping so 😐😕 what happening
N: Shawn saw this.
S: shit I hate these time 💉
N: what the fuck is that
S: oops I meant 🙍🏽
N: see u soon.
" I'm go to her and Shawn Raul Peter Mendes never talk to her if you like this girl" I said.
Shawn pov
I mess up big time I had a song in my head.
[Verse 1 - Jussie Smollett:]
Sometimes you feel insecure
Trust me babe I understand (straight up for real)
Even with no manicure
Just know that I'll still hold your hand (haha, I'm just sayin')
You look so good when you walking by
Sexy comes in every size
Keep wearing that, you ain't playin'
You got yourself a new man
F Kanye's Workout Plan
I call that baby fat (baby fat)
Cause you sure look good to me
I think

[Hook:]
You're so beautiful (shake it, shake it)
Give the world a show (move it, move it)
Go up down, up down, up down
Go up down, up down, up down
Shake it fast, it's yours
(How much you pay for it?)

I say, you're so beautiful (shake it, shake it)
And I don't care who knows (move it, move it)
Go up down, up down, up down
Go up down, up down, up down
Shake it fast
Cause it sure look good to me

[Verse 2 - Yazz:]
Hakeem got a thing for the ladies
The ladies got a thing for the Hakeem
What I'mma do with you? Damn you so beautiful
How do I get you on my team?
You can be natural with a wig on
Chocolate, Caramel, or a Red bone
So confident, so classy
I should kiss you for the hell of it, no chapstick
Can't help it, I love all women
Big, small, medium, and tall women
Aww man, every one of ya' look good to me
Ain't gotta be a beava' to get wood from me, get it?
Where the hell do ya' come from?
Shot me like a bullet, where did you get a gun from?
Landed on your planet in another dimension
Lookin' at you got me standin' up at attention
You got me goin'

I say, you're so beautiful (shake it, shake it)
And I don't care who knows (move it, move it)
Go up down, up down, up down
Go up down, up down, up down
Shake it fast
Cause it sure look good to me

[Bridge x4:]
Shake it fast
Shake it, shake it fast
You lookin' like a bag of money (bag of money, bag of money)

I say, you're so beautiful (shake it, shake it)
And I don't care who knows (move it, move it)
Go up down, up down, up down
Go up down, up down, up down
Go up down, up down, up down
Go up down, up down, up down
Go up down, up down, up down
Go up down, up down, up down
Shake it fast
Cause it sure look good to me
I ran out and grab my guitar and walk to Safiya widow. It was like midnight and I played.
[Verse 1 - Jussie Smollett:]
Sometimes you feel insecure
Trust me babe I understand (straight up for real)
Even with no manicure
Just know that I'll still hold your hand (haha, I'm just sayin')
You look so good when you walking by
Sexy comes in every size
Keep wearing that, you ain't playin'
You got yourself a new man
F Kanye's Workout Plan
I call that baby fat (baby fat)
Cause you sure look good to me
I think

I say, you're so beautiful (shake it, shake it)
And I don't care who knows (move it, move it)
Go up down, up down, up down
Go up down, up down, up down
Shake it fast
Cause it sure look good to me

[Bridge x4:]
Shake it fast
Shake it, shake it fast
You lookin' like a bag of money (bag of money, bag of money)

I say, you're so beautiful (shake it, shake it)
And I don't care who knows (move it, move it)
Go up down, up down, up down
Go up down, up down, up down
Go up down, up down, up down
Go up down, up down, up down
Go up down, up down, up down
Go up down, up down, up down
Shake it fast
Cause it sure look good to me
Safiya open her the door with her sleep wear. " um what are you doing it midnight and" I cut her off with with a kiss. " I'm so sorry and I'm a big jerk to you I love you so much and only you please forgive me for mistakes" I said. She smiled and hug me. Is she hiding something from me?
Safiya pov
Keep smiling.