Moving in

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by EAQUEEN1

by EAQUEEN1

Safiya pov
When Shawn left I went to the bathroom and got a razor. I cut my arm a couple of times I rinse off the blood and wrap it up in a bandages. I wear a hoodie to sleep.
-----next morning------
" hi Safiya " someone yelled. I open my eyes and it was Sam ( aka my friend not famous)
" omg ibtisam Mohamed I miss you" I said hugging her. " I'm in love with Brent " she said. " omg" I said walking to the bathroom. I shower do my routine do my hair In a bun and wear a long sleeve shirt and leggings. I walk down stair were there were a lot of ........ Boxes. " I'm moving in with you girl " Katy said. I smile and congrats her. After we unpack her stuff we sit down. " hey why do you have bandages on " Nafeeza asked. I look to my arms. Shoot I'm wearing a sports bra so is all of rest but I totally forgot stupid me. " um I hit a glass and it cut me" I said nervously. Then some knock on the door . I ran to my room and struggle to put on a sweater. " hey oh sorry" someone was at my door. I turn around it was Taylor. Omg I was so embarrassed. " let not talk about it ok hottie " he said with a wink. I nod. Ok well I cut Taylor saw me almost naked and well and hate say I'm a thot. Nafeeza came in. " you cut right " she asked. I nod and tear fall down from my eyes. " oh give me your razor" she said I hand it to her. I got my phone and headphones and listen to amnesia by 5sos
[Calum:]
I drove by all the places we used to hang out getting wasted
I thought about our last kiss, how it felt, the way you tasted
And even though your friends tell me you're doing fine

Are you somewhere feeling lonely even though he's right beside you?
When he says those words that hurt you, do you read the ones I wrote you?

Sometimes I start to wonder, was it just a lie?
If what we had was real, how could you be fine?

'Cause I'm not fine at all

[Luke:]
I remember the day you told me you were leaving
I remember the make-up running down your face
And the dreams you left behind you didn't need them
Like every single wish we ever made
I wish that I could wake up with amnesia
And forget about the stupid little things
Like the way it felt to fall asleep next to you
And the memories I never can escape

'Cause I'm not fine at all

[Calum:]
The pictures that you sent me they're still living in my phone
I'll admit I like to see them, I'll admit I feel alone
And all my friends keep asking why I'm not around

It hurts to know you're happy, yeah, it hurts that you've moved on
It's hard to hear your name when I haven't seen you in so long

It's like we never happened, was it just a lie?
If what we had was real, how could you be fine?

'Cause I'm not fine at all

If today I woke up with you right beside me
Like all of this was just some twisted dream
I'd hold you closer than I ever did before
And you'd never slip away
And you'd never hear me say

I remember the day you told me you were leaving
I remember the make-up running down your face
And the dreams you left behind you didn't need them
Like every single wish we ever made
I wish that I could wake up with amnesia
And forget about the stupid little things
Like the way it felt to fall asleep next to you
And the memories I never can escape

'Cause I'm not fine at all
No, I'm really not fine at all
Tell me this is just a dream
'Cause I'm really not fine at all
I cried a little. " you ok princess " Shawn said. I nod. I feel so bad I can't even truth Shawn. "Remember your so beautiful " he said kissing my neck. I giggle " stop playing Shawn " I said. " I can't help it if I love you " he said. He picks me up and take me to my room. " you are so cute I can't even believe you love me " he said laying next to me. " sing one of my songs" he said.
I promise that one day I'll be around
I'll keep you safe
I'll keep you sound

Right now it's pretty crazy
And I don't know how to stop or slow it down

Hey
I know there are some things we need to talk about

And I can't stay
Just let me hold you for a little longer now

Take a piece of my heart
And make it all your own
So when we are apart
You'll never be alone [2x]

You'll never be alone
When you miss me close your eyes
I may be far but never gone

When you fall asleep tonight just remember that we lay under the same stars

And hey
I know there are some things we need to talk about

And I can't stay
Just let me hold you for a little longer now

And take a piece of my heart
And make it all your own
So when we are apart
You'll never be alone [6x]

And take a piece of my heart
And make it all your own
So when we are apart
You'll never be alone
Never be alone.
" I sing this when I miss you " I said. We sleep together no dirty stuff.
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