My forever wish

Wtf

Safiya pov
I walk home with Shawn. I was absolutely terrified.
--flashback--
" oh you little bitch" Sam said kicking me again and again. " please stop beating me up" I whines. " why should we " Jc said punching my stomach. After 20 minutes of beating a walk home crying. And cut my arm.
--end of flashback--
" Shawn I don't think I want to go back if they are there" I said. " no you have to destroy your fear of them. We walk in and Nash and Taylor are hold Sam and Jc. " sit " Shawn said pointing to chair next to Sam and Jc. I collapse crying. " see you made her scared of your god damn present" Nash said. Shawn hug me to calm me down. " I can't take it" I said and kick Sam it the stomach and Jc in the shins hard. " you guy are so rude and mean impossible to please I can't believe I want to be cool with you guys" I said. Anger got me good. " babe you did it" Shawn said twirling me around. " wait I did" I said I'm proud. We all drive ( Jc Sam included) to my uncle rancher. " oh my gosh my niece is here" my uncle Louis said. " can we ride horse uncle Louis " I asked. " sure take them on a spin if your happy I'm happy." My uncle said. I chose that my uncle bought me. " wow princess " Shawn said walking with one of my uncle favorite horses. " oh hey " I said quietly. I hop on the horse and ride away.

CHRISTINA PERRI

I can hold my breath
I can bite my tongue
I can stay awake for days
If that's what you want
Be your number one

I can fake a smile
I can force a laugh
I can dance and play the part
If that's what you ask
Give you all I am

I can do it
I can do it
I can do it

But I'm only human
And I bleed when I fall down
I'm only human
And I crash and I break down
Your words in my head, knives in my heart
You build me up and then I fall apart
'Cause I'm only human

I can turn it on
Be a good machine
I can hold the weight of worlds
If that's what you need
Be your everything

I can do it
I can do it
I'll get through it

But I'm only human
And I bleed when I fall down
I'm only human
And I crash and I break down
Your words in my head, knives in my heart
You build me up and then I fall apart
'Cause I'm only human

I'm only human
I'm only human
Just a little human

I can take so much
'Til I've had enough

'Cause I'm only human
And I bleed when I fall down
I'm only human
And I crash and I break down
Your words in my head, knives in my heart
You build me up and then I fall apart
'Cause I'm only human
" hey Safiya why are you ignore me" Shawn said riding up to me trying to kiss me. " my uncle will tell my mom if her see me dating " I said. " act like friends" he said. I nod.
" ok Safiya go with that one" my uncle point to Shawn and a small smile burst and we ride on a path.