A GLASS BREAKS AS YOU ARGUE WITH CONNIE ONCE AGAIN. it was a stupid ass argument over you talking to armin. he did shit like this..
dramatic shit. you guys had your moments.. happy moments then you had the.. not so good ones.
"i'll kill armin if i see you with him again."
"I FUCKING HATE YOU" you scream as he follows you into the room and closes the door. "if you want to be with me then STOP TALKING TO THAT WHITE FUCK"
"nigga, fuck you. get the hell up out my house ." you start to grab his bags and stuff his clothes into them.
"don't touch my shit, you got me fucked up." he snatches his bag from your hand. "snatch something from me again and I swear to god constance. don't play with me"
he stays silent and watches as you put his stuff in the bag, "your really gonna kick me out?"
you ignore him and he goes into the bathroom, holding his face in his hands, attempting pull his short hair.
"girl you fucking with my emotions.." he opens the door and starts another fight. "leave me alone connie"
"we keep arguing because you're too perfect, we don't match, man, fuckin' with you i need a cigarette or a blunt."
"THEN STOP FUCKING WITH ME IF ITS TOO HARD" you start "WE'RE NOT WORKING OUT BECAUSE YOURE A BIPOLAR PSYCHOPATH" tears start to form in your eyes out of anger.
"i don't want to fight with you baby.. it's all armins fault. if you stop talking to him we'll stop fighting" he holds your hand, you knew this was another one of his manipulative mind games.
"let me go constance" you hated how you always fell for all of the bullshit he pulled, it wasn't as easy as it seemed. "i love you"
this was your high school sweetheart we're talking about.. your first everything. it was hard, you couldn't see yourself with anyone else.
"i love you too , but i don't need you.." you start "this is too toxic connie."
"it is . but we can fix it. we're forever.. remember?" his hazel eyes look into your brown ones.
"connie youre controlling as hell. this shit isnt gonna work. when shit doesnt go your way you start acting crazy." you calmly say, removing his hand from yours looking up at him "im only crazy because i love you baby, you got to understand"
"no connie. i cant understand why we cant have a normal fucking talk with out you loosing your shit. you need help .. this isnt healthy for neither of us.. im sick of this"
"i love you so much y/n. dont leave me please" he drops to his knees in front of you, tears starting to form. you could tell they were real, you'd never seen connie cry.
"con-" you start "dont leave me, i need you so much y/n"
"dont leave me how she did. im sorry, please" tears leak down his face as he begs you, you were lost for words.
you knew connie had major mommy issues, it wasnt easy dealing with him at all. he has attachment issues, you couldnt bring yourself to have him go through that.
you refused to be like that towards him.
tears leak down your eyes as well "connie please stop.. get up" he gets up, as soon as he stands up you embrace him in a tight hug.
im so sorry i even thought about stopping being with you, i love you." your lips connect as he runs his hands through your hair, his semi full lips move against yours.
you taste the mixture of yours and his salty tears in the kiss as he pushes you back on the bed, taking off your shirt.
this was how most arguments ended with yall, the cycle was chill, argue, fuck, cuddle, repeat. you wished it was different but you couldnt bring yourself to him alone ..
you hate him, but you love him. it was so hard keeping your emotions straight. maybe you had a few issues too, but at the end of the day connie and y/n are forever.
( a little bit of crazy connie, im so bad at writing toxic crazy shit so this was just a test drive i guess lmao. )
