The smile on my face

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   You can do this, it's just another day like any other, Jimin said to himself as he stared into the mirror.
It's not like he hadn't had enough practice . All these years the group had been together and everyday for Jimin was a day that tested his acting skills.
True at the beginning he had been clingy to Jungkook he had followed him everywhere just like the cameras followed them, Jungkook being immature and shy had hated the attention Jimin gave him , pushing him away, once so viciously fans had commented in it.
Jimin had decided that day to stop showing his feelings for the boy, unfortunately management had called the group in and told them fans weren't happy with what had been going on and did the two hate each other really. Jimin had stood up and said it was his fault for being so annoying.
The manager had asked if they could show a happier side to the fans, so they worked on their friendship, Jimin hiding his love and acting the happy fool around the other.
Jungkook just took it at face value, never realising the fake mess of Jimins smile, or how quiet Jimin was when he went out on secret dates.
Jimin walked from his room down to the kitchen. He was deliberately early so he could cook the breakfast for the others, that way he could pretend to have eaten before they came down, he even made a spare plate dirty to look like he'd eaten.
"Morning Jimin, you didn't need to cook, you've been doing me out of a job lately," Jin said.
"I think you deserve a rest after all these years of looking after us." Jimin smiled at the other as he finished laying the table out, footsteps sounding as the rest rushed in after smelling food.
"Ah Jin, you spoil us!" Jungkook said ravenously filling his plate.
"Not me, Jimin."
"Mmmm,thanks Jiminshi!"
Jimin nodded, making sure everyone had food.
"Jimin, sit down and eat," Hobi said.
Jimin held up the dirty plate," sorry couldn't wait," he lied.
Jungkook looked at the smaller male,didn't he say that the other times he cooked?
Before he could question him Jimin picked the house keys up,"I'll see you all at the practice room, I've washed the pans up so if you don't mind doing your dishes, I'll go."
He was off before anyone could say anything.
"Jimin just loves to practice," Tae mumbled through a mouthful of food.
"Do you think Jimins ok?" Suga asked
"Why?" RM asked.
"He just seems, I dunno , quieter,I know we used to get annoyed by his antics at the beginning, but he's subdued,I miss noisy Jimin."
"Jin did you see him eat when you came down?"
"Well..., no Jungkook but he showed us his plate."
"But he does that all the time when he cooks, whose actually seen him eat?"
The group looked at each other, nobody answered.
"I knew it !"Jungkook  said frustratedly," he's lost weight, he's been reading those stupid comments again!"
"He wouldn't do it again, he passed out last time!" Hobi said worriedly.
"We need to keep an eye on him, he worries about us all the time, fetching and carrying for us, we need to watch him!" Jungkook said, annoyed with himself for not seeing it before, wasn't he supposed to be his friend?
The group cleared up, then picked their stuff up and went to their cars. Getting to the studio they saw an already sweating Jimin practising over and over, stumbling a little when the music ended. He bent over gripping his knees feeling dizzy.
"Here Jimin, drink,"
Jimin looked up with a smile," thanks Kookie," he gulped the water down .
Jungkook stared at the other , his face seemed thinner, he was still pretty but, Hey Jungkook what are you thinking!!!
"Kookie? What's up?" Jimin looked at the boy who was staring at him.
"Eh,oh I was just thinking how good your dancing was," Jungkook lied.
"Right boys, let's practice the second routine, no mistakes this time!" Their choreographer said.
The music came on and they danced, RM apologising when he crashed into Jimin sending him flying.
"Omg Jimin I'm so sorry are you ok?"
Jimin assured him he was ok not letting on how his wrist hurt from falling awkwardly.
It was an hour later, Jimins wrist was swollen and hurting but he covered it up. He just wanted the practice to end so he could sneak off and get it attended to , but he wasn't so lucky.
It was the end of the routine and the boys were messing around, Tae sang in his deep voice like an opera star, Jin grabbed Suga to dance a waltz giggling at Tae's singing, Hobi automatically grabbed Jimins hand to make him dance but the small boy let out a shriek of pain as his hand was gripped and passed out on the floor.
"Quick call the doctor what's up with him!" Hobi shouted worriedly.
Jungkook knelt down to the small boy resting his head on his lap," what happened to him?" He asked worriedly.
The doctor came bustling through," what happened?"
"We were all messing around, I went and held his hand to dance he screamed and passed out."
The doctor felt his head then checked him over, he pushed his sleeve back and they could all see the painful swelling." I think we have found the cause, "
"Shit, that was my fault he must have done it when I made him fall!RM said.
"Did he just do it then?" The doctor queried
" No ..., that was over an hour ago, god it must have been killing him!"
Jimins eyes opened, he saw Jungkook looking down on him and other worried faces around.
"Hey what's up?" He mumbled.
"Let me help you up Jimin," Jungkook murmured
Jimin only the realised his head was in Jungkooks lap.
"Oh...." He went to push himself up but was picked up easily by the maknae.
"Jimin I'm so sorry it's my fault your hurt."
"What no RM ,don't worry it's nothing,"
"It's a very bad sprain young man, I'll get it bandaged and you'll use a sling, also some pain killers, come with me."
"Er Kookie you need to put me down,"
"Nope I'll carry you to his office."
And just like that he carried a blushing Jimin to the doctors office in the floor below.
An hour later and Jungkook and Jimin walked into the dorm. The small boy had a sling on and his wrist bandaged.
"Jimin are you ok?"
"I'm fine, I'll just go change, I'm all sweaty."
He walked to his room, Jungkook walked to his quickly showering, he realised whilst doing so that Jimin was probably having problems undressing, so he quickly dried up and dressed in shorts and a t shirt crossing the hall. He knocked on the door hearing a muffled curse he opened the door to see Jimin with just a towel around his hips trying to dry his wet hair and back.
"Damn," the small boy muttered.
"Let me help ," Jungkook said.
Jimin turned shocked.
"Oh er Kookie, sorry, I can't seem to......"
"Sit on the bed, I'll dry you off."
Jimin sat down his face rosy.
Jungkook took the other towel and dried Jimins back then his hair.
"Clothes?"
Jimin pointed to a pile on the bed.
Jungkook picked up the boxers," Erm, if I hook these over your feet and pull up to your knees can you do the rest?"
Jimins face reddened but he nodded, so Jungkook did as he said then turned around as Jimin let go off the towel to pull them up the rest of the way, what he didn't realise was that a mirror at the side gave him a perfect view of what fans referred to as the 'Jibooty'
What a perfect arse he thought how would that feel wrapped around his dick..., shit where were these thoughts coming from, he turned his head to the floor.
"It's ok you can turn around,"
Jimin was picking up his t shirt as Jungkook turned, the maknae rushed over to help him put it on then got his sweatpants and hooked them over Jimins feet pulling them halfway and letting Jimin finish it off.
Jimin one handedly combed his hair then put the sling on and rested his wrapped wrist which he had kept dry while showering..
The pair left the rim and made their way downstairs where a late lunch was set up.
"Jimin sit here, I'll cut it up," Jungkook said.
"Oh er, maybe I'll eat later."
The group looked at each other remembering the morning conversation .
RM spoke," please eat Jimin, I feel guilty enough without you not eating with us."
"Rm ....,ok I'll eat and it was an accident don't worry please you shouldn't feel guilty."
They all ate, Jimin modestly but at least he ate, Jungkook got up and fetched Jimins medication,
"You are supposed to take these with food,"
"Thanks Kookie."
Jungkook smiled at the smaller, which made Jimin think that all the pain was worth it for the attention he had received today from Jungkook.

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