My forever love

Time will heal

It had been three days since the accident,Jimin slept every night with Jungkook as it seemed the nightmares stopped if Jungkook held him.
It was a peculiar situation since although Jimin would sleep with him he shied away from other contact, no kissing no intimacy and around the others he fake smiled but never went outside with them.
Jungkook didn't know what was going on, he knew Jimin was affected but he wouldn't talk about it.
Jungkook came up behind Jimin as he washed the breakfast dishes, he went to hug him but Jimin shrugged him off.
"Not now Kookie."
Jungkook felt slightly irritated but backed off.
The others were getting a bit ansty staying inside, so RM suggested going out.
Everyone got ready but Jimin changed his mind.
"You go,I'm ok here."
"Come on Jimin, you need fresh air."Jungkook said
"Jimin he's right you need to get out," Hobi admonished .
"It will do you good," Tae said pulling Jimin towards the door.
"God will you all go away, I don't need you here," Jimin yelled.
They stared in shock at the angry boy in front of them.
"Come on now Jimin that's rude we only want to help."
"Did I ask for it, just go away all of you."
"Jimin I know you've been through a lot but that's rude and selfish of you after the care we gave you," Jin said.
"Come on , leave him alone let's go." They left leaving Jimin on his own.
He started mumbling to himself,'that's  it they can't get hurt if they aren't around me, I have to be strong I can't let anyone hurt them, I don't want them to die.'
His body felt hot, he pulled a plaster from his arm he tended to scratch this over the last few days and now it looked inflamed and swollen, but it reminded him of how others could be hurt because of him, he threw the plaster away and pulled his sleeves down over it.
He knew he had been rude but he thought if he could make the others mad at him they wouldn't want to be around him and to his fevered mind that seemed reasonable.
The boys were walking.
"Somethings wrong," Jungkook said.
"Yes Jimins attitude," Hobi said.
"But don't you think it's weird how he was being?"
"Well yes,but he was red and angry when he said it," Tae intervened.
"He's been off,"Suga retorted," his smiles are fake and he doesn't hug like normal."
"We'll see what he's like when we go back, if he's rude again I might just bop him one," Jin said.
Jimin felt peculiar hot one minute and shivery the next.
He lay in the sofa sweat pouring from him, he wasn't aware of the others coming in.
  The chatting boys came to the sitting room, they saw a figure lying there and warily stepped in.
"Jimin...."
There was no response.
Jungkook frowned and walked over," Jimin don't ignore us we.....,fuck Jimin!"
The others rushed over, Jungkook lifted the small boy up he was drenched in sweat and mumbling..." no you mustn't be around me you all need to go what if you die it's my fault, no please don't hurt them."
"What is it why's he like this, is he talking about us?"
"I've called the doctor to come,Jesus look at how hot he is!" RM said.
Tae brought a cold flannel which Jungkook put on his head.
Fifteen minutes later and the doctor was there, he shooed the boys away except for Jungkook who refused to go. He examined Jimin tutting loudly when he saw the inflamed swollen cut.
"That's the cause , it looks like he's scratched this raw and it's become inflamed causing his fever,right he needs hospital and an antibiotic drip,we're there any signs of this?"
"He was wound up this morning saying things he wouldn't normally say."
"That was probably the fever talking, I'll arrange a room for him after I call the ambulance."
Jungkook nodded and went to tell the others.
"I feel so bad for telling him off," Jin cried.
"We all thought he was just being rude,"
"I'm gonna put some bits together for the hospital, I'll stay with him."
They nodded and let him go.
  Jungkook yawned as he sat on the chair next to a sleeping Jimin who had an intravenous drip in one hand putting in strong antibiotics, he already could see the redness going on his arm.
Jimin stirred his eyes fluttering open," Kookie? Where am I?"
"Your in hospital, you got a fever, you made a cut on your arm bad by scratching it."
"Is that why I felt weird the last few days, I thought it was because I got a man killed."
"Jimin....,you didn't kill him, he killed himself."
"I've been worried, what if someone hurts you all because your around me? I can't let that happen!"
"Aaaah, now it makes sense,"
"What does?@
"Why you pushed us away and we're rude , you thought you could do that to keep us away from you!"
"I.....oh his, I remember now I think, I was really rude, they will hate me won't they I'm sorry so sorry Kookie, did I hurt you, did I hurt them?"
Jungkook stood up and leaned over to kiss Jimins plump lips," no babe you couldn't hurt me, let's call the others they have been worried about you."
He got his phone out and put it on speaker,
"Hey Kook how's Jimin is he better?"
"Is Jimin sleeping"
"Make sure you take care of him"
"Hey, don't all yell at once, just listen," Jungkook passed Jimin the phone.
"H-hi guys,I'm ok, I'm so sorry I was rude to you all I didn't mean it, I got a bit confused, I thought someone would hurt you if you were around me, I suppose I wasn't thinking clearly, I'm sorry."
"Jiiimmmiiinnn,I'm so sorry for telling you of , I feel so guilty," Jin sobbed.
"Don't cry Jin you'll start me off, you were perfectly right to tell me off for bad behaviour."
"But you weren't well!! I'll make you lots of nice food when you come home."
"I love you Jin, I love you all, thanks for putting up with me,@ Jimin sniffed tears forming.
Jungkook took the phone back," ok guys ,Jimin has to stay in overnight I'm staying with him, so bye for now." He rang off after their shouts of goodbye.
"Kookie you don't have to stay, you look tired"
"Trying to get rid off me?"
"What,no, but how will you sleep?"
"Scoot over,"
"What?"
"Scoot over so I can get on the bed,"
Jimin giggled then moved over ,he curled into Jungkook, he lived sleeping like this.
"Kookie?"
"Yes Babe?"
"Kiss me"
Jungkook immediately put his lips on the others, it soon turned passionate, Jimin making panting erotic sounds.
"Fuck Jimin,you've made me horny, but here is not the right place or time."
"I feel horny too Kookie,"
"We can't much as I want to I don't fancy a nurse walking in and coping a view of us fucking!"
"Mmmm,s'pose" Jimin mumbled already drowsy again.
"That's right baby sleep you'll feel better tomorrow."
Jimin put his head in Jungkooks thudding chest, before eventually sleeping.
Jungkook adjusted his trousers as he calmed down, this boy...., he couldn't wait to make him his, but first he had to get better from his wounds and make peace with what happened, after all time will heal.