My forever love

Time out

Three weeks later and the group were having ten days of rest and recuperation at a lakeside home .
Once there they drew straws to see who would share with who .
"Hey Joonie your with me," Jin said
"Suga, you got your own room,"
Jimin nervously pulled open his paper as did Tae, Hobi and Jungkook.
"Hey who did yo get Tae?"
"Hobi hyung,"
"Oh...., I suppose we are together then Jimin."
Jimins heart dropped at the discontent in the others voice.
"I'm sorry your not happy Kook," Jimin said quietly taking his suitcase to the room.
"Jungkook, that wasn't nice, it sounded as if Jimin was a last resort!" Hobi said and Tae nodded.
Jungkook sighed then walked to the room. Jimin was standing looking at the view from the window.
"I'm sorry Jimin for being rude about sharing with you."
"It's ok Kookie I can sleep on the couch once everyone's gone to bed, if it makes you feel more comfortable"
"No..., of course not......, we can share the bed."
Jimin sighed," it's ok you know, if you feel peculiar around me since you found out I was gay, you won't be the first to be worried about getting a reputation for hanging around with gays."
Jimin gave a sad smile then sat back on one side of the bed worrying away on his hands  twisting them together as he looked down at the floor.
"Please Jimin accept my apology I really didn't mean for you to think that way."
Biting his lip Jimin nodded, Jungkooks eyes were drawn to the plump lips.
"Er which side do you want?" Jimin asked
After ten minutes they had hung up their clothes so they wandered downstairs.
Everyone else was already there chatting.
They had dinner, Jimin washed up the dishes as the others potted around.
RM found a bike and went off, Jin and Suga got rods to fish , Hobi took a book and sat out in the sun reading, Tae and Jungkook wandered off.
Once he'd cleaned up the kitchen, Jimin wandered outside. Deciding to go near the little boathouse he walked towards it, as he drew near he heard voices.
"Wow really?"
"I'm telling you Tae, he was drunk and said he'd end up always a virgin!!!"
"How can he be a virgin looking like that!"
"I dunno, he's always been a bit weird, remember how he clung to me at the beginning, maybe he really did like me!!!"
"No he was just friendly he's always been shy ....,just wanted a friend but you were a bit harsh on him!"
"I wonder how he can just like boys, I watched gay porn ...., it's........, interesting ."
"Why did you watch that?"
"I wanted to know if their sex was like normal sex."
"Kook being gay doesn't mean your not normal!"
"I know, I wonder if Jimin watches porn?"
"You seem to be very interested in what Jimin does, you sure there's not a little bit of you that would like to try?"
"If there was only us two left on the planet I wouldn't  ever turn gay for Jimin,eugh!"
Jimin froze tears falling he turned rushing back to the house past Hobi.
"Jimin! Hey Jimin," the small boy ignored him rushing to his room and locking himself in.
He made a phone call sat and waited then when his phone buzzed he took his case he'd repacked went downstairs and got into the waiting car, which drove off, nobody else seeing him leave from the front of the house.
RM returned from his bike ride looking concerned, the others were inside the house.
"Has something happened?" He asked them all.
"What do you mean?" Jin asked from the kitchen.
"I got a call about Jimin leaving here for personal reasons?"
"But he's here...," Jungkook yelled up the stairs, "JIMIN!!"
Silence greeted him so he ran to the room, all Jimins stuff had gone.
"He's not here!"
"He looked upset earlier," Hobi said looking concerned,"I called him but he ignored me."
"When was that, I didn't see Jimin come outside," Tae said.
"You must have he came over to where you and Jungkook were?" Suga said.
Jungkook and Tae looked at each other shaking their heads.
"Ok, I'll call him after I've showered "Rm said
Tae and Jungkook huddled together, "you think he heard?"
"What about me watching gay porn?"
"No idiot about if Jimin and you were the last ones on earth you would never touch him!"
"Oh fuck....I didn't mean it!"
"Why say it then stupid?"
"Because I feel embarrassed...,I seem to think about fucking Jimin....a lot!"
"What's embarrassing about that, he's a catch?"
"But I'm not gay?!?"
"Don't knock it til you've tried it,"
"Tae!....have you...."
Tae winked at the other and walked over to watch tv.
Jungkook frowned to himself then went to his room and picked his phone up ringing Jimins number. Eventually he answered," hello......."
His voice was hoarse as if he'd been crying.
"Hey Jimin, where are you are you ok?"
"Why?"
"Why what?"
"Why ask ?"
"Because we are worried,"
"Cut the crap Jungkook, I heard what you said, I'm sorry you find me so disgusting, don't worry I'll make sure to keep the contact to the minimal."
The phone disconnected, leaving Jungkook staring at it in shame. You idiot Jungkook, what have you done! He realised that Jimin had called him Jungkook not Kookie, he hadn't called him that like in ...forever.
He wandered downstairs slumping into the sofa as RM came down," Right guys, Jimin is taking some personal time, let's respect his wishes and let him be."
The others nodded Jungkook feeling guilty.
Three days passed, the members realised how much they took for granted what Jimin actually did for them.
"Look at this mess,"
"Oh Jimin will....."
"We need some fruit,"
"Jimin will go to the shop.....oh"
"Ouch I cut myself. Jimin can you...oh"
They realised Jimin had always been in the background doing things quietly without being asked.
On day four as they all ate supper,Tae stood up,
"that's it we need to FaceTime moochi I miss him!"
Using an iPad they called him.
"Hi guys!"
"Jimin,wow you look.......fucking sexy love the colour!"
Jimin giggled, brushing back his blonde/brown hair,
"It was time for a change, leave the old behind."
Jungkook saw Jimin look his way before he smiled at the others.
"Jimin we miss you,come back,"Hobi said.
"I....., just need time for me ok,"
"Sure it is  " RM said nudging the others.
"Where are you Jimin I don't recognise it?" Jin asked.
"You will ," Jimin said mysteriously.
Someone in the background said something Jinin turning to them and nodding.
"Gotta go fellas, we are going out,"
"We?Who?" Jungkook said frowning
"Someone I've met."
"Have fun,Jiminee!" Tae yelled waving.
Jimin waved back then cut the call.
"Did you see how sexy he looked all dressed up," Tae said to Suga.
"Maybe he's got lucky," the other grinned.
Jungkook stomped to his room  why was Jimin dressed like that, who was he with, what if he got drunk, he could be taken advantage of!
Jungkook spent the rest of the night with jealous thoughts going through his head and wishing the holiday was over.