So recently me and dec haven't been in the best place. I thought we could make a start on the nursery since I am now 24 weeks pregnant. But of course dec apparently had more important things to deal with. We've been arguing over anything and everything. Every time we argued, dec would go out and come back drunk. I was disgusted in him. We hardly speak he sleeps downstairs. I miss him.
"Dec would you mind helping me out the cot together" I asked
"Anything else you want me to do I swear you can't do anything can you"
"Wow are you serious right now you know what fuck off im going out"
Everyone was busy except for chilly so I went over to his house crying. I parked up on his drive and knocked on his door.
"Omd kylie are you okay?" He asked looking concerned letting me in the house.
"I don't know anymore Ben me and dec are arguing constantly it's not doing us any good we argue he goes out and comes back hammered I feel so lonely Ben he doesn't even come to bed with me and recently I've been doing the nursery and today I asked him to help me with the cot and he goes you can't do anything can you like is carrying his baby not enough" I explained and it resulted in me melting into bens arms "also me and the baby are hungry so can we go out and get some food"
"Haha of course we can I'll drive"
So me and Ben went to a nice Chinese restaurant since it's what I was craving and Ben had never had one before.
" I still can't believe you've never had a Chinese before" I laughed.
"It's just never come across my mind really"
We both laughed until we looked outside the window to see the paparazzi taking photos of us. This ain't going to end well now is it.
"Ben we should get out of here"
"Yeah drive back to mine so you can get your car"
We left the restaurant and of course pictures were captured of me and BenLiked by 968,937 users.
@dailymirror- kylie mount spotted out with Ben chilwell looking all cosy! What about Declan?
Load comments......After about half an hour I've just parked outside mine and decs house. I have a feeling it's not going to be a good atmosphere. I walked in took my shoes off and walked into the living room to see dec sat there. I sat on the other sofa trying to keep my distance.
"Have a good time with chilwell then? Why him?"
"We went out for food that's it"
"No kylie that's not it we have an argument and you go crying to him next thing you know you're all cozied up!"
"You do not know how crap you have been making me feel lately! I asked you to help me with OUR baby's nursery then you have a go at me and go out and get hammered. That's not good dec. you've been distant from me for weeks now like what's going on with you"
" you DO NOT get to give me a lecture like that kylie. I do everything for you-"
"What the fuck have you done for me the last few weeks then cause you certainly haven't been helping me with the nursery I've been doing it all on my own. I'm in pain everywhere in my body and I'm left to do everything this is your baby too"
"And you think I don't know that. Starting to make me think now do you even appreciate me do you even want me. Nah I tell you what I know what you want. You wanna fuck chilly cause that's what you do"
All of a sudden I felt a pain in my stomach. I clutch on to my belly trying to ease the pain whilst dec is shouting all sorts at me.
"Dec I think somethings wrong"
"No kylie don't pull that card on me you won't get away that easy"
"No dec something is wrong" I shouted as the pain came back again.
"Stop lying to me kylie" he shouted and as soon as he shouted that I felt water dripping down my leg.
"No no no this can't be happening it's too early" I cried.
I grabbed my phone and rang mason.
"Mase I need you"
"Kylie what's wrong"
"Mason my waters have broken I'm scared I'm only 24 weeks it's way too early"
"Kylie calm down I'm on my way"
"Please don't be long" and I hung up.
I went upstairs to pack a hospital bag and all the essentials that I needed and went back downstairs to see dec pacing around the living room.
"I've caused this I've put all this stress on you what if the baby doesn't make it"
"Dec I know you haven't been the nicest person lately but don't think like that okay all I need you to do now is be with me I need you now more than ever"
"Kylie baby I'm so sorry for what I said"
"It's fine now let's hope there's a really good reason why you've been the way you have."
The pain comes back again.
"Shit" I cried.
Mason comes running through in to the living room.
"Hey it's alright kylie I'm here now let's get you to the hospital now yeah?"
"Please let my baby be okay" I cried.
"Kylie I promise you the baby will be fine"
Mason and dec helped me get into the car. Dec sat in the back seat with me so I could cuddle into him for the journey whilst mase drove us to the hospital. After a very painful journey, we arrived at the hospital and went straight into the room as it was an emergency.
"So it looks like you came just on time but since your baby is 24 weeks he would have to be in a incubator with tubes everywhere"
"I just want my baby to be okay"
"Right kylie we need you to push carefully now" and so I did as much as I could.
"Mason please don't leave me" I cried.
"Don't worry I'm right here and so is dec okay we're not going anywhere"
I pushed again and again and one last time and our little boy was born. But there was no cry.
"Why isn't my baby crying, why can't I hear him cry" I cried hysterically.
"Your baby just needs some oxygen to help him breath just keep calm" as soon as the nurse said that I heard a week cry and I was relieved. The baby was put straight in the incubator and was taken into another room.
"When can I see my baby" I asked the other nurse.
"We just need to check you over make sure everything's okay with you and you will be discharged and you can be with your baby any time you like" she replied.
"Declan go be with our baby I don't want him on his own"
"Okay" and so we walked out to go and be with the baby whilst mase stayed with me.
"Right kylie since Dec has gone now what went on at home"
"Nothing mase"
"There was something kylie something clearly happened to start off the labour"
"Fine me and dec haven't been in a good place the last few weeks we argued over anything and everything I asked him to help me with the nursery and he kicked off so I went out had a Chinese with chilly I got back and he started shouting at me again and that's when I went into labour"
"I can't believe he's done that kylie why's he being like that for"
"I don't know mase but something is up"
I got myself out of the hospital bed as mason was about to leave and I went to the room that the baby was in to see dec talking to him.
"I hope you get better soon baby because I want you to meet your grandad, but soon he may be up in heaven he loves you very much"
Oh my god. His dad is dying.
"Babe what's wrong with your dad"
As soon as I said that dec was in buckets of tears so I ran straight to him and bought him into my embrace with his head on my chest.
"Baby please tell me I want to help you"
"My dads organs are shutting down ky I don't wanna lose my dad" he cried.
"Hey hey hey it's okay I'm here now I just wish you told me sooner. Is this why you've been the way you have"
"Yeah I'm so sorry I shouldn't have taken it out on you"
"Don't be sorry dec I understand okay? But let's try focus on the bright side we need a name for our baby"
"I have a name in mind" he smiled wiping his tears.
"Go on........"
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