I love you (Declan rice)

Chapter 24

Time skip- 6 months.
Me and Declan still haven't been in contact with each other. He hasn't seen MJ since I ended the relationship. I haven't been able to move on from Declan because obviously he still means so much to me. I don't know if i will ever be able to forgive him for what he did. However I have blocked him on all social media so he hasn't seen anything of MJ.
However, today me and MJ are going to watch the England v Hungary match so we are bound to see Dec around. I will be in masons shirt to support my brother and MJ will be in his own. I must say it's extremely nerve racking going to this match cause half of me wants to see dec and the other half doesn't. Anyways I've met up with a few of the England wags and the kids and are on our way to the seats in Wembley. As soon as I take my seat my eyes are set on one person. Declan. He's doing good for himself he's looking good. He turns around and sees me in the stands , he smiles at me while I smile back. I stand MJ up on my knees and his face lights up. He's happy to see his son is here supporting him.
Time skip 2 hours-
The game is over and it was 2-1 to England. The boys are on a high. Me and the girls are heading down to where the changing rooms are so we can go and congratulate the boys. I decided not to go into the changing rooms so I unblocked Declan's number and texted him.
kylie- hey, I'm outside on the pitch, come see MJ? X
Declan- hey yeah of course I will come out now x

Okay now I'm nervous. I started to make MJ laugh by tickling him. His laugh is so cute it makes me cry happy tears.
"He's got a right giggle on him hasn't he" someone says from behind me. I turn around to see dec.
"Omg dec hey!" I said giving him a hug. "Yeah he's got a right good giggle"
We both sat down on the pitch with MJ in my arms as he just needed feeding.
"I'm so sorry Declan I shouldn't have stopped you from seeing your son. I was just hurt for what you did and what you said. I know it's no excuse but losing our baby at the same time it really got me."
"Hey no it's okay. I shouldn't have done what I did do and you were right for not letting me see MJ. I get it. You were grieving at the same time. But when you told me you had a miscarriage, it hurt me to think you went through all that on your own. It's me who's sorry kylie it shouldn't be you."
"But that still doesn't excuse me for stopping you seeing your son tho dec" I'm crying at this point.
"Kylie please don't beat yourself up over it, it's okay. Also can I hold him?"
"Oh yeah of course" I said giving MJ to Declan.
Seeing Declan now with our son makes me miss what we had even more. I miss the happy days we had together. Finding out I was pregnant. The first scan. The gender reveal. Meeting our son for the first time. I miss it all like mad.
"Dec?"
"Yeah?"
"Do you think we can try again?"
"Try what again Ky?"
"Us. A relationship?"
"I mean we can give it a good go if that's what you really want"
"Honestly it is all I want. Us and our son all together"
Me and dec sat on the pitch for a few more minutes until it started getting dark so I drove us to a restaurant so we can get some food. MJ was sleeping in his pram so me and dec sat down and started filling each other in on the last six months.
"I've been to Australia I went for about 2 weeks there, I was in Miami with mase watched a bit of basketball there. I did want to go somewhere else but I didn't want to go without you" dec blabbered on.
"Africa" I replied back.
"Yeah, I do wanna take you and MJ there Kylie, take you to the safari"
"I would actually really love that"
Me and dec ate our food and now we are on our way back to Declan's house. We have decided me and MJ will stay the night. We arrived at Declan's house and it was time to feed MJ so I was breastfeeding him whilst sat in the living room.
"Hey ky, does MJ sleep in his own room now or with you?"
"He's in his own room now, why?"
"No reason I've just got something to show you is all"
I've finished feeding MJ and now dec is taking us upstairs to show me something. He leads me to this door and tells me to open it. I look inside to see he's done a nursery for our boy. My eyes started tearing up.
"Dec you've done all this?"
"Well yeah except a few bits that you had done when you were last here. I just wanted to keep myself busy and do something nice for our son. Sometimes I would just sit in here and dream of what it would be like to have our son here"
Damn I really broke Declan's heart. I shouldn't have stopped him from seeing his son.