When There's No Light

Chapter 10

This story isn't focusing in a love story. Hindi LS ang pinaka-focus nito kaya expect to it na I might not reach ur expectations. Kaya if you're looking for a part in this story na puro romantics or something na kikiligin kayo,  ako na mismo ang nagsasabing kung meron man itong ganong part,  ay mas less,  meaning kakarampot lang. Not that much,  kasi iba ang focus nitong story. ::)) *mabibilang lang ang parts or chapts na may ganong scenes*
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Chapter 10

Hindi na ako nagtagal sa paglibot-libot at agad na ding bumalik.

I know something will change, but for now,  I shouldn't care much about it. Mananatili ako sa wisyo at hindi magpapaapekto. Walang mangyayari kung hindi ko iignorahin ang mga bagay-bagay. I shouldn't give much attention to it. I should focus on my goals.

And besides, knowing Hazel, she'll probably be okay in no time. She's good in making herself get over about something and be happy again. Kaya alam kong bukas makalawa ay babalik na din ito sa dating siya. The bubbly and gleeful one.

Ang tahimik ng paligid. Sigurado akong ang ibang kasamahan namin ay nasa training area ngayon,  probably training to raise their scores at manatili dito sa academy.

Pagpasok ko sa kwarto nandun  si Shiela at nakahiga. Nakatakip sa mukha nito ang kaniyang braso, samantalang ang isang paa ay nakapatong sa kama habang ang isa naman ay nakatuwid sa higaan.

Ramdam kong gising ito sa ngayon, probably because of my arrival. Isa ito sa dapat mong matutunan, ang makaramdam kahit na malalim kang natutulog. You should always be alert.

Dumeretso ako sa kama at nahiga na din,  thinking of what to do tomorrow now that we're on a break. I think I would go with my daily routine. We're just on a break,  meaning we're having a rest from training but that doesn't mean that our daily routine will be affected. It'll be our choice.

"What do you think about those two?" may dating ang tanong sa akin ni Shiela. Alam kong base sa tono nito ay iba ang ibig niyang sabihin.

She's talking if needed or necessary  pero hindi kagaya ko,  pinaparamdam nito sa mga kasama naming hindi siya mahirap abutin, na hindi siya nalalayo sa kanila. While me? I'm doing anything just to get rid of their care and attention for me.

Sheila got every woman wanted to have. Her body seems like meant for modelling dahil sa sobrang perpekto nang pagkahubog nito. She got a beautiful face too. Angelic yet mysterious. She's smart and a wise one. Kaya wala kang mapipintas. But just like me, everyone have their unsee flaws. May kaniya-kaniyang tinatagong kamalian ang bawat tao. We all have flaws. We're flawed, but no one knows. And even us, ourselves won't let them see it and use it against us. Kaya alam kong Sheila have her too.

I decided not to say a thing. Hindi dahil sa ayaw ko o baka may masabi na naman akong makaaapekto sa kanila,  but because my mind isn't working right now. I can't think of an answer kahit na parang may gusto akong sabihin. My mind isn't in right state right now. Blangko ang isipan ko at ayaw magproseso ng sagot. Malamang ay dahil sa nangyari kanina.

I sighed silently and closed my eyes.

"Something happened, right?" napamulat ako sa tanong ni Shiela.

"I know I'm not in the place to interfere, but based on Hazel's expression earlier, it must be a heavy one" bahagya itong sumulyap sa akin at agad din namang ibinalik ang paningin sa taas.

"I don't have the right to tell you things. It will invade your privacy. But can't you at least consider the things happening here? You are not alone at all,  you have your roommates, and co-trainees. I have no idea about your reason,  and I think it's valid why you're acting that way. Based on my observation, you hate people talking to you,  or near to you. Pero nasa academy ka. It's just normal to interact. It's normal to build a friendship or anything. Why don't you at least try? And after this training let the fate decide. Walang mawawala. Try to put yourself on their shoe. How long do you think they can last? Patience and care sometimes makes you feel tired, an---"