touch me - larry stylinson

chapter 1

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I go on my feed, as I'm scrolling through new pics, new news, new videos of my boys on stage. I watch some of them, I save them, I fanboy a little and then my eyes fell on this one exactly photo. Louis f*cking Tomlinson with his f*cking hand in his pants. I only imagine things I have read in smutty fan fics on Tumblr and my d*ck twitch in interest. I sigh and log off Twitter. This is not doing me something good.

I am never going to meet him. I always tell myself this, but look at me, obsessing over Louis Tomlinson's arse for like it seems the milionth time today.

I sigh again and get up from my computer and take my pills. I need to calm down and to be happy. Sadness is doing no good.

I put my flower crown but then I hear my mother calling me.

"Harry! Come here!". I get down of the stairs, and go in the kitchen where my mum looks softly at me. She is always like that, after all I have been through. She knows who I am and she doesn't judge me. And I am so thankful for this. I think mum is the only person on this planet who loves me. Truly loves me for who I am. And it's quite sad.

I smile at her too and I ask her what's up. She asked me if I took my pills. I nod my head, then she tells me the actual reason she needed me here. She wants to take a photo because "I don't have one with you since you were 12 and now you are 20 and I'm proud of you". I just rolled my eyes and shrugged my shoulders as I'm accepting
her offer, because really, I can't say no to her.

I try to smile as beautiful as I can and to seem as real as it can. I really try. But I'm sure it looks like a fake smile, because when my mother looks at the photo she looks at it with a sad smile which said it all. She turns her eyes at me and just hugs me saying "my poor baby".

I nod understandingly because I know she is not blind and she sees that I'm not okay. And she sees how hard I try to be happy and to show people I really don't care about their judgement on me, but she also knows how sensitive I am and how bad it affects me.

I just love my mum.

When I log in Twitter, my mentions are going like crazy. My mother posted that f*cking photo and now every single person from my school is either laughing and making jokes about my dimples, or the way my hair is under the flower crown or saying how cute I would have been if I were a girl because "it's clear God made a mistake when He created you as a boy." and many others rude comments.

I still scroll through every single one of them, until my eyes go wide. Actually someone tells me I'm cute. And I don't know this person.

"im a mystery: i really luv ur flowercrown, u r qt x"

This "im a mystery" guy or girl (Im gonna find soon) actually thinks I'm cute. My heart flutters at the thought, but I wonder how this person found me because it's not someone from my school. Then I remember how my mother is following a lot of people and how a lot of people follow her and by a lot I mean A LOT. I click on this mysterious profile and I see it's a guy. From Doncaster. Louis is from Doncaster. I love Doncaster.

I go through his profile and I see a lot of posts who make me smile and even laugh such as:

"I HEARD THAT SOMEONE REACHED A BOYS PROSTATE WITH HIS TONGUE HELL YEAH THIS IS FAKE"

"LIKE I REALLY TRIED IT AND U CANT ITS IMPOSSIBLE"

"REALLY"

This thing really made my day, because he is gay. Then I saw something who definetly made my interest in this boy to grow.

"OMFG #LIFECOMPLETE LOUIS FUCKING TOMLINSON FOLLOWED ME"

"HAVE U SEEN LOUIS ASS BECAUSE DAMN ITS SO BEAWTIFUL"

"I MEAN LOUIS IS WONDERFUL ANYWAYS XXX"

"@/Louis_Tomlinson THANK U LUV 4 FOLLWING ME ILYSM F*CK U PERF SH*T X"

"I MET LOUIS TODAY GOSH HE IS SO SO SO QT BUT NO PIC BC MY PHONE DROPPED & BROKE"

"FANFICTION IS MY LUFE"

God, he met Louis Tomlinson? I check his followers list and f*ck dear Lord Louis is folllowing him and I feel jealousy burning inside me. I press the follow button and tweet him a "thank you x you are too nice" for his cute comment about me and favourite some of his tweets and even retweet them to catch his attention. I really want to talk with this guy, he seems interesting and one friend never killed nobody, didn't it?

I didn't have to wait more than 10 minutes for this mysterious boy to respond and follow me.

"im a mystery: hah no need 2 thank me lad x"

Don't judge but I felt my cheeks burning at the little kiss he put in his tweet. I smile at this and send him a dm.

harry styles: hi!
im a mystery: hello there
harry styles: um, i kind of stalked your acc and you seem nice so i kind of wanted to talk to you?

Silence. F*ck.

harry styles: i mean.... nevermind, i know i am a weirdo but this is who i am and i can't really control it.
harry styles: im sorry to bother you im gonna leave now sorry bro
im a mystery: WOAAAH CHILL DOWN U LIL CUTIE
im a mystery: u r not going anywhere w/ me ok? i want to talk 2 u too, u seem nice :)

At this point I am genuienly smiling and happy to know this guy. We talk for like half an hour and he even tells me his name and age. His name is Liam and he is 22. He even told me he has a lot of sisters but he forgot the number which made me laughing really hard so my mum came in to see if I am on drugs. I just told her I am talking with someone and my happiness grew instantly when I saw her smile.

I stopped talking with him because he had to go to his friends' house. They were working on something because they have like a little band and they like travelling, but now we are in the same timezone which made me really wonder where he is now. Also I had to go to sleep and with a sad goodbye I log off twitter, going to bed smiling because, who wouldn't be smiling when you just made your first friend ever.

I kept on thinking about this. He didn't ask me about why flower crowns, if I am gay (even though it's pretty obvious), he just asked about me and what I like, we eventually talked about Louis Tomlinson a little bit and he showed me how much he loves him, just like me. For a long long time I was finally kind of happy, because he just made me forget about my problems for a while. What a good person.

In the morning, the first thing I do is check my Direct Messages on Twitter, not taking my pills because for once I feel like I don't need them.

i'm a mystery: harry r u up
i'm a mystery: harry see i corrected my username because u told me so :)
i'm a mystery: dear im going to my friends' house bc we need to sing, leave me a message when u r up x
i'm a mystery: have a good day x

I smile at his messages as I type a response

harry styles: good morning, liam. yeah, i see. i'm quite proud of you x
harry styles: have fun singing :) we also need to exchange numbers because i am able to talk to you only at home
harry styles: i don't have twitter on my phone, dont laugh please :'(

I get ready for school and I don't forget to put on my flower crown, because in the end, it is the reason I found Liam. Also he told me to wear it with pride because I am special and who think other wise are just jelaous f*cks. I still smile at his comment.

soooo i might be double uploading today because trust me i have a lot of ideas and i enjoy writing this too much ok ik weird now, hope you liked this chapter, if this, then write your opinions below in comments and please vote for this so i can know if you like this and if i should continue :) louis will appear soon, just stay tuned. love ya guys x

PS: BEAUTIFUL PICTURE ON THIS CHAPTER, ISNT IT? LOUIS U LIL HORNY F*CKER