touch me - larry stylinson

chapter 2

Another boring day at school. Another day being bullied.

Usually I don't have a reason to be really happy about going home (letting alone the fact that I'm not bullied or judged). But today I had one. To talk with Liam.

When I arrived home, the first thing I did was to log in Twitter and to check my dms. Liam was not very active, sending me just one message saying that we can talk when I am home.

harry styles: hi liam, im home now, are u free?

I waited for a response. Nothing. I shrugged my shoulders, dissapointment running through me. I scrolled my feed and saw that today a wonderful thing happened for all the Elounor Shippers here.

Louis left Doncaster and arrived in London where he was spotted with Eleanor, then both going to the airport. Later, they were in Australia with Niall, Liam and Zayn because their tour is starting soon, in two weeks.

I felt jealousy and I was so excited to share my anger with Liam because he was not a fan of Elounor too. But he was offline and seemed to be really busy today.

When I wanted to log off and go study, I received a message from him. Finally.

i'm a mystery: sorry harry i really am i was just so busy today and i didnt feel too well
i'm a mystery: but now i'm here and we can talk about HAVE YOU SEEN THOSE PICS WITH ELOUNOR LOUIS LOOKS MISERABLE
i'm a mystery: poor boy he needs a good f*ck probably that beach doesnt give him wut he needs ;)

I chuckled at this and started writing a message too.

harry styles: yay you are here :) i kind of missed talking to you, you are my only friend
harry styles: yeah i know i wanted to share this with you too :( those pics made my heart sick
harry styles: it's clear louis is not happy

i'm a mystery: is this too obvious?
i'm a mystery: I MEAN THEIR MANAGEMENT CANT SEE THIS? I BET ELEANOR IS A BEARD OR THAT KIND OF SHIT.

harry styles: but louis doesnt need to hide his sexuality, he is straight, anyway, it doesnt make sense
i'm a mystery: do you think he is straight? because for me it's quite obvious he is gay
i'm a mystery: he is acting the same way i acted when i found out my sexuality.

I started thinking about Louis' behaviour and maybe he was acting a bit too gay sometimes but this doesn't mean anything, right? Every guy acts like that once in a while. But Liam was stating Louis is gay and maybe he was right. So if Louis was gay he likes boys. And I am boy. So maybe Louis could like me?

Oh, shut up, Harry, you are so so stupid. Go take those damn pills again.

I took my pills and returned to my computer, feeling myself calmer.

i'm a mystery: harry r u there
i'm a mystery: dont go pls we need 2 talk harry styles: im right here, i took my pills
i'm a mystery: oh, what kind of pills? :(
harry styles: that kind of pills who help you to stay alive and see the bright side of the world.

He was silent for a few minutes then asked me something I was afraid of.

i'm a mystery: why do you take these?
harry styles: long story...
i'm a mystery: may i know the story? i have time now.

I thought. Should I tell him my story? I think yes, he is my only friend and if he likes my person and wants to be friends with me after my story then really he is a true friend.

harry styles: only if you tell me yours too

i'm a mystery: there is nothing to say about me just basic things, i dont have a story. i want to hear yours, harry.