Feral boys x reader (discontinued)

Girl

I've gotten closer then ever before these past 3 days. We've been doing as much as possible and tomorrow we'll finally be doing a stream.

I've been putting a lot of thought into it, and I want to go public about my true identity. For the first stream we do, which with be for Sapnaps, I'll use my real voice. And hope for the best.

Everyone kinda acting weird at times. Like when I walk into a room, it's like they forgot I was a girl all over again. Sapnaps been the most weird though. We'll all be talking then Ill jokingly flirt with him and he doesn't do it back like we usually do. He just goes silent and gets all flustered. I didn't mind it to much, just felt weird now that things have changed.

Today we'd just been chilling and watch movies. Since it was dark now, we declared horror was the best choice, with some protesters * cough cough* sapnap and Karl.

So now I sat comfortably on the couch between Alex and Sapnap. The movie states and we all settled in. I snuggled into the blanket I stole from Sapnaps room, and began watching the movie.

The more intense stuff start and right away Karl got closer to Alex . I look over the sapnap to see how he's holding up and I could tell he was try his best to not do the same as Karl.

A jump scare comes along and sapnap grabs my hand out of fear, causing us to look at the other. He lets go quickly, a blush covers his cheeks. Aww, he's so cute.

Move jump scares come, Karl kept his head buried. Sapnap on the other hand just kept making himself suffer. Alex as some point stole all the blanket off me, so when sapnap gets scared again. He goes to grab my hand but it wasn't there. Instead he grab my bare thigh.

He was too shocked to move it but once he does he apologize profusely "I'm so sorry y/n, I swear I didn't mean to. I just go scared a little, not a lot obviously." I cut in to shut him up "Sapnap it's fine, it's not a big deal. See" I don't think and just grab his thigh like he did to me to prove it wasn't a big deal. He looks at me with wide eyes as I stay there. Move my hand a little closer to his knee. Quickly he stops my movement with his hand on mine.

We stay there for a second not knowing what to do until Dream clears his throat. Snapping Sapnap out of his trance. He stands up, walking off embarrassed.

Getting up as well, I take turns hitting them all with a pillow. Then walking off in the direction Sapnap went. Soon enough I get to his room, locked. "Sapnap? Can you open the door?"  Silence goes by until I hear the door unlock. Slowly I walk in, his room smelt only of him, I enjoyed it a bit to much for my liking. "Hey" he sat at his desk, looking anywhere but me, "you wanna talk about what ever just happened?" "What's there to talk about" I give him a look of 'seriously' "ok fine, I'm really sorry for touching you. I didn't mean to Im just not good with scary movies." Shaking my head "no don't apologize, you did nothing wrong Nick" he looks up the second I say his name. "That was the first time I've ever heard you say my actual name, with no voice changer, just you" I realize he was right, shifting a little in place in silence. When Dream comes in, "hey, are y'all coming back?" Nodding our heads, we walk out of the bedroom together feeling weird.

Sitting down in the same spot as before, Dream presses play on the movie. Throughout the movie, I'd look at Nick and smile. After the movie ends, George searches for another while Dream stands up and pulls me along with him to his room. What the hell is happening right now.

I stand there waiting for him to explain. "Do you like Nick" what, why, huh? That's so random, wait but seriously. Do I? "I don't know, why" he rubs his face mumbling something I couldn't make out. "What" he turns my way, moving super close to me about to restate until Nick walks in. See our placement, how close Dream way, seemed to have change his demeanor.

"George found a movie" he said in a harsh voice, he glared at dream, for some reason making him laugh a little then puts a hand on my waist leading me out. Shock was an understatement of how I felt.

Getting to the living room, I see a worried Karl, a sleepy Alex, and George had moved over to sit by Alex. Leading my to sit down between Nick and Dream. Then, the movie begins.

This time when a jump scare comes, sapnap wasn't affected. To be far I don't think he was paying attention to the movie at all. I look up at his spaced out face, slowly lean closer to him to ask "are you ok?" He doesn't look at me just says "fine."

By the time the movies had ended, everyone else went to bed except us three, me, Dream, and Nick. My eyes begin to fall causing me to utter, "I'm going to sleep. You coming Nick?" Already looking at me, he tells me "in a sec" so I go to the room on my own.

I hear a low shout as I sit on nicks bed. Curious, I get up and listening best I can to what there saying "why you being a dick" "whatever do you mean Nick?" A scoff is heard as they get more into it "you really have to but into everything, you have girls falling all over you all the time. Why out of everyone do you have to like her?!" "Last time I checked, all those girls that fall for me, just want to money and fame. She's not like that, so I'm soooo sorry if it inconvenient for you, but I like her too. Deal with it" "oh you ass, just back the fuck off!"

Alex and Karl make there way out of there room causing me to do that same along with George. We make our way to see, Nick about to tackle Dream. Alex and me stay back as the other two break them up. "Will you too stop! She's great, I get it, but will you stop. You realize she has to like you back for anything to happen" Karl remarks, "fuck off Karl" Nick pushes him off leading me to go to Karl's side "you ok?" He nods and we draw our attention back to the others "what kind of girl is so important that y'all are fighting with each other?"

All eyes when on me, making me stressed. I wait for a response, not getting one. "Fine since no one's gonna say anything, I'm going to bed."

Eventually Nick comes to his room to sleep, we lay there for a second until he says "I'm sorry." I sigh before turning to face him, "it's fine, I just don't get what's so special about this.. girl" I gag to myself, feeling a disgusting feeling in my stomach. Why the hell am I jealous.

Then I think back to what Dream asked, do I like Nick? I mean he's kind and cute and sweet and loving, not to mention hella handsome. But I think that of all the guys. The really question is, do I want our relationship to be romantically instead of platonic? IDK, ugh what am I thinking. I told myself to never ever think of any of them as more than a friend. I just can't lose them, and if I dated one of them and then broke up, it would never be the same again.

But as I look at Nick in this moment, I couldn't help but want to kiss him. "You know what I just realized, you've hugged everyone in this house except me" he says sitting up in bed while changing the subject. "Oh, yeah I'm sorry I didn't realize" sitting up myself, I face him not look him in the eyes afraid he be about to tell how what I was thinking. What am I thinking, he was literally just fighting about some other girl, I have no chance anyway.

Opening his arms, I go into them, holding tightly. The best way I could describe the hug, was soft. His hands traveled down to my waist as he pulls away. "We should get some sleep" he turns on his side, facing away from me. I stay sitting up for a minute before asking "can we cuddle? If you comfortable with It I mean-" without a word, he pulls me down into a cuddling position. Soon enough we fall asleep.